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White was ever the colour of joy, and linen was light for use; therefore he covers his princely robes with white linen, and means to honour himself by his conformity to God's ministers. Those that think there is disgrace in the ephod, are far from the spirit of the man after God's own heart: neither can there be a greater argument of a foul soul, than a dislike of the glorious calling of God. Barren Michal hath too many sons that scorn the holy habit and exercises. She looks through her window, and seeing the attire and gestures of her devout husband, despiseth him in her heart; neither can she conceal her contempt, but, like Saul's daughter, casts it proudly in his face: "Oh how glorious was the king of Israel this day, which was uncovered this day in the eyes of the maidens of his servants, as a fool uncovereth himself!" Worldly hearts can see nothing in actions of zeal, but folly and madness. Piety hath no relish to their palate, but distasteful.

David's heart did never swell so much at any reproach, as this of his wife; his love was for the time lost in his anger; and, as a man impatient of no affront so much as in the way of his devotion, he returns a bitter check to his Michal; "It was before the Lord, which chose me rather than thy father, and all his house," &c. Had not Michal twitted her husband with the shame of his zeal, she had not heard of the shameful rejection of her father; now, since she will be forgetting whose wife she was, she shall be put in mind whose daughter she was. Contume

lies, that are cast upon us in the causes of God, may safely be repaid. If we be meal-mouthed in the scorns of religion, we are not patient, but zealless; here we may not forbear her that lies in our bosom. If David had not loved Michal dearly, he had never stood upon those points with Abner: he knew, that if Abner came to him, the kingdom of Israel would accompany him; and yet he sends him the charge of not seeing his face, except he brought Michal, Saul's

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daughter, with him; as if he would not regard the crown of Israel, while he wanted that wife of his : yet here he takes her up roundly, as if she had been an enemy, not a partner of his bed. All relations are aloof off, in comparison of that betwixt God and "He that loves father or mother, or wife, or child, better than me, (saith our Saviour,) is not worthy of me." Even the highest delights of our hearts must be trampled upon, when they will stand out in rivality with God. Oh happy resolution of the royal prophet, and prophetical king of Israel! "I will be yet more vile than thus, and will be low in mine own sight." He knew this very abasement heroical and that the only way to true glory is not to be ashamed of our lowest humiliation unto God. Well might he promise himself honour from those whose contempt she had threatened. The hearts of men are not their own; he that made them overrules them, and inclines them to an honourable conceit of those that honour their Maker: so as holy men have ofttimes inward reverence, even where they have outward indignities. David came to bless his house, Michal brings a curse upon herself: her scorns shall make her childless to the day of her death. Barrenness was held in those times none of the least judgments. God doth so revenge David's quarrel upon Michal, that her sudden disgrace shall be recompensed with perpetual: she shall not be held worthy to bear a son to him whom she unjustly contemned. How just is it with God to provide whips for the backs of scorners! It is no marvel, if those that mock at goodness be plagued with continual fruitlessness.

CONTEMPLATION II.

MEPHIBOSHETH AND ZIBA.

So soon as ever David can but breathe himself from the public cares, he casts back his thoughts to the

dear remembrance of his Jonathan. Saul's servant is likely to give him the best intelligence of Saul's sons: the question is therefore moved to Ziba, "Remaineth there none of the house of Saul?" And lest suspicion might conceal the remainders of an emulous line, in fear of revenge intended, he adds, "on whom I may show the mercy of God for Jonathan's sake?" O friendship, worthy the monuments of eternity; fit only to requite him whose love was more than the love of women! He doth not say, Is there any of the house of Jonathan, but of Saul; that for his friend's sake, he may show favour to the posterity of his persecutor. Jonathan's love could not be greater than Saul's malice, which also survived long in his issue, from whom David found a busy and stubborn rivality for the crown of Israel; yet, as one that gladly buried all the hostility of Saul's house in Jonathan's grave, he asks, "Is there any man left of Saul's house, that I may show him mercy for Jonathan's sake?" It is true love, that overliving the person of a friend, will be inherited of his seed; but to love the posterity of an enemy in a friend, it is the miracle of friendship. The formal amity of the world is confined to a face, or to the possibility of recompense languishing in the disability, and dying in the decease, of the party affected. That love was ever false that is not ever constant, and the most operative when it cannot be either known or requited.

To cut off all unquiet competition for the kingdom of Israel, the providence of God had so ordered, that there is none left of the house of Saul, besides the sons of his concubines, save only young and lame Mephibosheth; so young, that he was but five years of age when David entered upon the government of Israel; so lame, that, if his age had fitted, his impotency had made him unfit for the throne. Mephibosheth was not born a cripple, it was a heedless nurse that made him so. She, hearing of the death of Saul and Jonathan, made such haste to flee, that

her young master was lamed with the fall. Certainly there needed no such speed to run away from David, whose love pursues the hidden son of his brother Jonathan. How often doth our ignorant mistaking, cause us to run from our best friends, and to catch knocks and maims of them that profess our protection! Mephibosheth could not come otherwise than fearfully into the presence of David, whom he knew so long, so spitefully opposed by the house of Saul. He could not be ignorant, that the fashion of the world is to build their own security upon the blood of the opposite faction; neither to think themselves safe while any branch remains springing out of that root of their emulation. Seasonably doth David therefore first expel all those unjust doubts, ere he administer his further cordials: "Fear not, for I will surely show thee kindness for Jonathan thy father's sake, and will restore thee all the fields of Saul thy father, and thou shalt eat bread at my table continually."

David can see neither Saul's blood, nor lame legs in Mephibosheth, while he sees in him the features of his friend Jonathan; how much less shall the God of mercies regard our infirmities, or the corrupt blood of our sinful progenitors, while he beholds us in the face of his Son, in whom he is well-pleased.

Favours are wont so much more to affect us, as they are less expected by us. Mephibosheth, as overjoyed with so comfortable a word, and confounded in himself at the remembrance of the contrary deservings of his family, bows himself to the earth, and says, "What is thy servant, that thou shouldst look upon such a dead dog as I am?" I find no defect of wit, though of limbs, in Mephibosheth: he knew himself the grandchild of the king of Israel, the son of Jonathan, the lawful heir of both; yet in regard of his own impotency, and the trespass and rejection of his house, he thus abaseth himself unto David. Humiliation is a right use of God's affliction. What if he were born great? If the sin of his grandfather hath lost his

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estate, and the hand of his nurse hath deformed and disabled his person, he now forgets what he was, and calls himself worse than he is, "a dog." Yet a living dog is better than a dead lion. There is dignity and comfort in life; Mephibosheth is therefore a dead dog unto David. It is not for us to nourish the same spirits in our adverse estate, that we found in our highest prosperity. What use have we made of God's hand, if we be not the lower with our fall? God intends we should carry our cross, not make a fire of it to warm us: it is no bearing up our sails in a tempest. Good David cannot disesteem Mephibosheth ever the more for disparaging himself; he loves and honours this humility in the son of Jonathan. There is no more certain way to glory and advancement, than a lowly dejection of ourselves. He that made himself a dog, and therefore fit only to lie. under the table, yea a dead dog, and therefore fit only for the ditch, is raised up to the table of a king ; his seat shall be honourable, yea royal; his fare delicious, his attendance noble. How much more will our gracious God lift up our heads unto true honour before men and angels, if we can be sincerely humbled in his sight! If we miscall ourselves in the meanness of our conceits to him, he gives us a new name, and sets us at the table of his glory. It is contrary with God and men; if they reckon of us as we set ourselves, he values us according to our abasements. Like a prince truly munificent and faithful, David promises and performs at once: Ziba, Saul's servant, hath the charge given him of the execution of that royal word; "He shall be the bailiff of this great husbandry of his master Mephibosheth." The land of Saul, however forfeited, shall know no other master than Saul's grandchild. As yet Saul's servant had sped better than his son. I read of twenty servants of Ziba, none of Mephibosheth. Earthly possessions do not always admit of equal divisions. The wheel is now turned up; Mephibosheth is a prince, Ziba is

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