LXXVIII. Foil'd, bleeding, breathless, furious to the last, Full in the centre stands the bull at bay, Mid wounds, and clinging darts, and lances brast, And now the Matadores around him play, Shake the red cloak, and poise the ready brand: Once more through all he bursts his thundering way- Wraps his fierce eye-'tis past-he sinks upon the sand! LXXIX. Where his vast neck just mingles with the spine, The corse is pil'd-sweet sight for vulgar eyes- LXXX. Such the ungentle sport that oft invites The Spanish maid, and cheers the Spanish swain. In vengeance, gloating on another's pain. What private feuds the troubled village stain! Though now one phalanx'd host should meet the foe, To meditate 'gainst friends the secret blow, For some slight cause of wrath, whence life's warm stream must flow. LXXXI. But Jealousy has fled: his bars, his bolts, And all whereat the generous soul revolts, With braided tresses bounding o'er the green, While on the gay dance shone Night's lover-loving Queen?* LXXXII. Oh! many a time, and oft, had Harold lov❜d, Or dream'd he lov'd, since Rapture is a dream; But now his wayward bosom was unmov'd, For not yet had he drunk of Lethe's stream; And lately had he learn'd with truth to deem Love has no gift so grateful as his wings: How fair, how young, how soft soe'er he seem, Full from the fount of Joy's delicious springs Some bitter o'er the flowers its bubbling venom flings." LXXXIII. Yet to the beauteous form he was not blind, Wrote on his faded brow curst Cain's unresting doom. LXXXIV. Still he beheld, nor mingled with the throng; Yet once he struggled 'gainst the demon's sway, Pour'd forth this unpremeditated lay, To charms as fair as those that sooth'd his happier day. TO INEZ. 1. NAY, smile not at my sullen brow, Alas! I cannot smile again; Yet heaven avert that ever thou Shouldst weep, and haply weep in vain.. 2. And dost thou ask, what secret woe I bear, corroding joy and youth? And wilt thou vainly seek to know Α pang, ev'n thou must fail to soothe? 3. It is not love, it is not hate, Nor low Ambition's honours lost, That bids me loathe my present state, And fly from all I priz'd the most: 4', It is that weariness which springs To me no pleasure Beauty brings; Thine eyes have scarce a charm for me. |