What shall I do? Make vows, and break them still? "Twill be but labour lost? My good cannot prevail against mine ill: O, say not so thou canst not tell what strength Vow, whilst thou canst; while thou canst vow, thou may'st Thy God hath not denied thee all, Thy vows; and if thou break them, weep. I vow to mend my ways; Lord, say Amen, And thine be all the praise. CONFUSION. O HOW my mind Is gravell❜d! Not a thought, That I can find, But's ravell'd All to nought. Short ends of threads, And narrow shreds Of lists,1 Knot snarled ruffs, Loose broken tufts Of twists, Are my torn meditation's ragged clothing, How can my soul But famish With this food? Pleasure's full bowl Tastes ramish,2 Taints the blood. Profit picks bones, And chews on stones That choke : Honour climbs hills, Fats not, but fills With smoke. And whilst my thoughts are greedy upon these, Clothe me anew, and feed me then afresh ; Else my soul dies famish'd, and starved with flesh. ''Lists,' 'snarled ruffs,' &c.: old pieces of dress.—2 'Ramish:' what is called in Scotland 'wersh,' i. e., tasteless. A PARADOX. THE WORSE THE BETTER. WELCOME mine health: this sickness makes me well. When with diseases I have list to dwell, Welcome my strength: this weakness makes me able. Powers adieu : When I am weary grown of standing stable, Welcome my I'll wish for you. wealth this loss hath gain'd me more. Riches adieu : When I again grow greedy to be poor, I'll wish for you. Welcome my credit: this disgrace is glory. When for renown and fame I shall be sorry, Welcome content: this sorrow is my joy. When I desire such griefs as may annoy, Health, strength, and riches, credit, and content, Blest be that hand, that helps by hurting, gives If in my fall my rising be thy will, INMATES. A HOUSE I had (a heart, I mean), so wide, That viewing it I thought I might do well, Such guests as came: I did; But what befell A guest I had (alas! I have her still), By entertaining her, I lost my right To more than all the world hath now in sight. Each day, each hour, almost, she brought forth one, The charge grew great. I, that had lost before For all the charges of their maintenance In dooms-day book: Whoever knew 't would say Which could not choose but much the debt enhance. S To ease me first I wish'd her to remove : And begg'd the Court of heaven but in vain No help then, but or I must die or she; For one death I had died already then, And twist them both into a third, which when It once hath seized on, never looseth men. Her death might be my life; but her to kill Whilst I delay'd, So desperate was my case. The more I knew, the more I was afraid: At last I learn'd, there was no way but one: That is the Lord of life, by dying can His heart was pierced; out of his side there ran Sins' corrosives, restoratives for man. This precious balm I begg'd, for pity's sake, |