Meanwhile he wasted in the eyes of men, So thin, he seem'd a sort of skeleton-key Suspended at death's door-so pale-and then He turn'd as nervous as an aspen tree; The life of man is three-score years and ten, But he was perishing at twenty-three, For people truly said as grief grew stronger, "It could not shorten his poor life—much longer.” For why, he neither slept, nor drank, nor fed, For hapless lovers always died of old, Sooner than chew reflection's bitter cud; So Thisbe stuck herself, what time 'tis told, The tender-hearted mulberries wept blood; And so poor Sappho, when her boy was cold, Drown'd her salt tear-drops in a salter flood, Their fame still breathing, tho' their death be past, For those old suitors lived beyond their last. So Julio went to drown,-when life was dull, But merely broke a window in his wrath; He tied a pack-thread to a beam of lath- Smile not in scorn, that Julio did not thrust To leave life's pleasant city as we must, In Death's most dreary spunging-house to lie, Where even all our personals must go To pay the debt of Nature that we owe! So Julio lived :-'twas nothing but a pet Meanwhile, Bianca dream'd-'twas once when Night The flow'rs had shut their eyes--the zephyr light Lone in her chamber sate the dark-eyed maid, That robb'd the saints a little of their shares; For Julio underneath the lattice play'd His Deh Vieni, and such amorous airs, Born only underneath Italian skies, Where every fiddle has a Bridge of Sighs. Sweet was the tune-the words were even sweeterPraising her eyes, her lips, her nose, her hair, With all the common tropes wherewith in metre The hackney poets "overcharge their fair." Her shape was like Diana's, but completer; Her brow with Grecian Helen's might compare: Cupid, alas! was cruel Sagittarius, Julio-the weeping water-man Aquarius. Now, after listing to such laudings rare, To ask her mirror "if it was not so?" And there she gazed upon that glossy track And long her lovely eyes were held in thrall, By that dear page where first the woman reads: That Julio was no flatt'rer, none at all, She told herself-and then she told her beads; Two curtains fairer than the lily breeds; Then like a drooping rose so bended she, Till her bow'd head upon her hand reposed; A portrait Fancy painted while she dozed: To dream of what we dwell on in the day. Still shone her face-yet not, alas! the same, And sadder thoughts, with sadder changes came- Her cheeks were tinged with bile, her eyes with rheum: There was a throbbing at her heart within, And lo! upon her sad desponding brow, Her place was booking for the seventh stage; And where her raven tresses used to flow, Some locks that Time had left her in his rage, And some mock ringlets, made her forehead shady, A compound (like our Psalms) of Tête and Braidy. Then for her shape-alas! how Saturn wrecks, And bends, and corkscrews all the frame about, Doubles the hams, and crooks the straightest necks, Draws in the nape, and pushes forth the snout, Makes backs and stomachs concave or convex: Witness those pensioners call'd In and Out, Who all day watching first and second rater, Quaintly unbend themselves-but grow no straighter. So Time with fair Bianca dealt, and made And twisted all awry her "winsome marrow." The holy Pope before her chest grew narrow, But spectacles and palsy seem'd to make her Something between a Glassite and a Quaker. Her grief and gall meanwhile were quite extreme, Set in for singleness, though growing double? And here- just here- as she began to heed The real world, her clock chimed out its score.; A clock it was of the Venetian breed, That cried the hour from one to twenty-four; The works moreover standing in some need Of workmanship, it struck some dozen more; A warning voice that clench'd Bianca's fears, Such strokes referring doubtless to her years. At fifteen chimes she was but half a nun, By twenty she had quite renounced the veil ; She thought of Julio just at twenty-one, And thirty made her very sad and pale, To paint that ruin where her charms would run; And thought no higher, as the late dream cross'd her, Of single blessedness, than single Gloster. And so Bianca changed; the next sweet even, That veil'd her blushing cheek,-for Julio brought her, But what a puzzle is one's serious mind To open;-oysters, when the ice is thick, Are not so difficult and disinclined; And Julio felt the declaration stick However, he contrived by bits to pick But love is still the quickest of all readers; He told his story with so much agility. "Be thou my park, and I will be thy dear." |