"That you had never seen me! never heard My voice! and more than all had ne'er endured The deep pollution of my loathed embrace; That your eyes ne'er had lied love in my face! That, like some maniac monk, I had torn out The nerves of manhood by their bleeding root With mine own quivering fingers! so that ne'er Our hearts had for a moment mingled there, To disunite in horror! These were not With thee like some suppressed and hideous thought, Which flits athwart our musings, but can find No rest within a pure and gentle mind- Thou sealedst them with many a bare broad word, And sear❜dst my memory o'er them,--for I heard And can forget not-they were ministered, One after one, those curses. Mix them up Like self-destroying poisons in one cup; And they will make one blessing, which thou ne'er Didst imprecate for on me- death!
A cruel punishment for one most cruel, If such can love, to make that love the fuel Of the mind's hell-hate, scorn, remorse, despair: But me, whose heart a stranger's tear might wear As water-drops the sandy fountain stone; Who loved and pitied all things, and could moan For woes which others hear not, and could see The absent with the glass of phantasy, And near the poor and trampled sit and weep, Following the captive to his dungeon deep; Me, who am as a nerve o'er which do creep The else-unfelt oppressions of this earth, And was to thee the flame upon thy hearth, When all beside was cold:-that thou on me Should rain these plagues of blistering agony- Such curses are from lips once eloquent With love's too partial praise! Let none relent Who intend deeds too dreadful for a name Henceforth, if an example for the same
They seek for thou on me lookedst so and so, And didst speak thus and thus. I live to show How much men bear and die not.
Is dim to see that (charactered in vain On this unfeeling leaf) which burns the brain And eats into it, blotting all things fair, And wise and good, which time had written there. Those who inflict must suffer, for they see The work of their own hearts, and that must be Our chastisement or recompense.—O child! I would that thine were like to be more mild For both our wretched sakes,-for thine the most, Who feel'st already all that thou hast lost, Without the power to wish it thine again. And, as slow years pass, a funereal train, Each with the ghost of some lost hope or friend Following it like its shadow, wilt thou bend No thought on my dead memory?
"Alas, love! Fear me not: against thee I'd not move A finger in despite. Do I not live That thou mayst have less bitter cause to grieve? I give thee tears for scorn, and love for hate; And, that thy lot may be less desolate Than his on whom thou tramplest, I refrain From that sweet sleep which medicines all pain. Then when thou speakest of me-never say, 'He could forgive not.'-Here I cast away All human passions, all revenge, all pride; I think, speak, act no ill; I do but hide Under these words, like embers, every spark Of that which has consumed me. Quick and dark The grave is yawning:-as its roof shall cover My limbs with dust and worms, under and over, So let oblivion hide this grief.-The air Closes upon my accents as despair Upon my heart-let death upon my care!"
He ceased, and overcome, leant back awhile; Then rising, with a melancholy smile, Went to a sofa, and lay down, and slept A heavy sleep, and in his dreams he wept, And muttered some familiar name, and we Wept without shame in his society.
I think I never was impressed so much! The man, who was not, must have lacked a touch Of human nature. Then we lingered not, Although our argument was quite forgot; But, calling the attendants, went to dine At Maddalo's;-yet neither cheer nor wine Could give us spirits, for we talked of him, And nothing else, till daylight made stars dim. And we agreed it was some dreadful ill Wrought on him boldly, yet unspeakable, By a dear friend; some deadly change in love Of one vowed deeply which he dreamed not of; For whose sake he, it seemed, had fixed a blot Of falsehood in his mind, which flourished not But in the light of all-beholding truth; And having stamped this canker on his youth, She had abandoned him:-and how much more Might be his woe, we guessed not: he had store Of friends and fortune once, as we could guess From his nice habits and his gentleness: These now were lost-it were a grief indeed If he had changed one unsustaining reed For all that such a man might else adorn. The colours of his mind seemed yet unworn; For the wild language of his grief was high- Such as in measure were called poetry. And I remember one remark, which then Maddalo made: he said-" Most wretched men
Are cradled into poetry by wrong: They learn in suffering what they teach in song."
If I had been an unconnected man,
I, from the moment, should have formed some plan
Never to leave sweet Venice: for to me It was delight to ride by the lone sea: And then the town is silent-one may write Or read in gondolas, by day or night, Having the little brazen lamp alight, Unseen, uninterrupted:-books are there, Pictures, and casts from all those statues fair Which were twin-born with poetry!—and all We seek in towns, with little to recall Regret for the green country:-I might sit In Maddalo's great palace, and his wit And subtle talk would cheer the winter night, And make me know myself:-and the fire light Would flash upon our faces, til the day Might dawn, and make me wonder at my stay. But I had friends in London too. The chief Attraction here was that I sought relief From the deep tenderness that maniac wrought Within me 'twas perhaps an idle thought, But I imagined that if, day by day,
I watched him, and seldom went away, And studied all the beatings of his heart With zeal, as men study some stubborn art For their own good, and could by patience find An entrance to the caverns of his mind, 1 night reclaim him from his dark estate. In friendships I had been most fortunate, Yet never saw I one whom I would call More willingly my friend :--and this was all Accomplished not;-such dreams of baseless good Oft come and go, in crowds or solitude, And leave no trace!-but what I now designed Made, for long years, impression on my mind. The following morning, urged by my affairs, I left bright Venice.
And many changes, I returned: the name Of Venice, and its aspect, was the same; But Maddalo was travelling, far away, Among the mountains of Armenia. His dog was dead: his child had now become A woman, such as it has been my doom To meet with few; a wonder of this earth, Where there is little of transcendent worth,- Like one of Shakspeare's women. Kindly she, And with a manner beyond courtesy, Received her father's friend; and, when I asked, Of the lorn maniac, she her memory tasked, And told, as she had heard, the mournful tale: "That the poor sufferer's health began to fail Two years from my departure: but that then The lady, who had left him, came again; Her mien had been imperious, but she now Looked meek; perhaps remorse had brought her low.
Her coming made him better; and they stayed Together at my father's,-for I played, As I remember, with the lady's shawl; I might be six years old:-But, after all, She left him."-
"Why, her heart must have been tough; How did it end?"
"And was not this enough?
"Child, is there no more?"
"Something within that interval which bore The stamp of why they parted, how they met ;Yet, if thine aged eyes disdain to wet
Those wrinkled cheeks with youth's remembered Ask me no more; but let the silent years [tears, Be closed and cered over their memory,
As yon mute marble where their corpses lie." I urged and questioned still: she told me how All happened-but the cold world shall not know,
Into their mother's bosom, sweet and soft,
THE WOODMAN AND THE NIGHTINGALE. Nature's pure tears which have no bitterness ;—
A WOODMAN, whose rough heart was out of tune (I think such hearts yet never came to good), Hated to hear, under the stars or moon,
One nightingale in an interfluous wood Satiate the hungry dark with melody ;- And, as a vale is watered by a flood,
Or as the moonlight fills the open sky Struggling with darkness as a tuberose Peoples some Indian dell with scents which lie
Like clouds above the flower from which they rose, The singing of that happy nightingale In this sweet forest, from the golden close
Of evening till the star of dawn may fail, Was interfused upon the silentness; The folded roses and the violets pale
Heard her within their slumbers, the abyss Of heaven with all its planets; the dull ear Of the night-cradled earth; the loneliness
Of the circumfluous waters, every sphere And every flower and beam and cloud and wave, And every wind of the mute atmosphere,
And every beast stretched in its rugged cave, And every bird lulled on its mossy bough, And every silver moth, fresh from the grave,
Which is its cradle-ever from below Aspiring like one who loves too fair, too far, To be consumed within the purest glow
Of one serene and unapproached star, As if it were a lamp of earthly light, Unconscious as some human lovers are,
Itself how low, how high, beyond all height The heaven where it would perish!-and every form That worshipped in the temple of the night
Was awed into delight, and by the charm Girt as with an interminable zone, Whilst that sweet bird, whose music was a storm
Of sound, shook forth the dull oblivion Out of their dreams; harmony became love In every soul but one.
And so this man returned with axe and saw At evening close from killing the tall treen, The soul of whom by nature's gentle law Was each a wood-nymph, and kept ever green The pavement and the roof of the wild copse, Chequering the sunlight of the blue serene
With jagged leaves,-and from the forest tops Singing the winds to sleep-or weeping oft East showers of aerial water drops
Around the cradies of the birds aloft
They spread themselves into the loveliness
Of fan-like leaves, and over pallid flowers Hang like moist clouds: or, where high branches kiss,
Make a green space among the silent bowers, Like a vast fane in a metropolis, Surrounded by the columns and the towers
All overwrought with branch-like traceries In which there is religion-and the mute Persuasion of unkindled melodies,
Odours and gleams and murmurs, which the lute Of the blind pilot-spirit of the blast
Stirs as it sails, now grave and now acute,
Wakening the leaves and waves ere it has past To such brief unison as on the brain One tone, which never can recur, has cast,
COME, be happy !-sit near me, Shadow vested Misery: Coy, unwilling, silent bride, Mourning in thy robe of pride, Desolation-deified!
Come, be happy !-sit near me : Sad as I may seem to thee, I am happier far than thou, Lady, whose imperial brow Is endiademed with woe.
Misery! we have known each other, Like a sister and a brother Living in the same lone home, Many years-we must live some Hours or ages yet to come.
"Tis an evil lot, and yet Let us make the best of it;
If love can live when pleasure dies, We two will love, till in our eyes This heart's Hell seem Paradise.
Come, be happy!-lie thee down On the fresh grass newly mown, Where the grasshopper doth sing Merrily-one joyous thing In a world of sorrowing!
There our tent shall be the willow, And mine arm shall be thy pillow; Sounds and odours, sorrowful Because they once were sweet, shall lull Us to slumber deep and dull.
Ha! thy frozen pulses flutter With a love thou dar'st not utter.
Thou art murmuring-thou art weeping- Is thine icy bosom leaping
While my burning heart lies sleeping?
Kiss me ;-oh! thy lips are cold; Round my neck thine arms enfold- They are soft, but chill and dead; And thy tears upon my head Burn like points of frozen lead.
Hasten to the bridal bed- Underneath the grave 'tis spread: In darkness may our love be hid, Oblivion be our coverlid- We may rest, and none forbid.
Clasp me, till our hearts be grown Like two shadows into one; Till this dreadful transport may Like a vapour fade away In the sleep that lasts alway.
We may dream in that long sleep, That we are not those who weep; Even as Pleasure dreams of thee, Life-deserting Misery,
Thou mayest dream of her with me.
O FOSTER-NURSE of man's abandoned glory Since Athens, its great mother, sunk in splendour, Thou shadowest forth that mighty shape in story, As Ocean its wrecked fanes, severe yet tender:- The light-invested angel Poesy
Was drawn from the dim world to welcome thee.
And thou in painting didst transcribe all taught By loftiest meditations; marble knew
The sculptor's fearless soul-and, as he wrought, The grace of his own power and freedom grew. And more than all, heroic, just, sublime, Thou wert among the false-was this thy crime?
Yes; and on Pisa's marble walls the twine Of direst weeds hangs garlanded-the snake Inhabits its wrecked palaces ;-in thine A beast of subtler venom now doth make Its lair, and sits amid their glories overthrown, And thus thy victim's fate is as thine own.
The sweetest flowers are ever frail and rare, And love and freedom blossom but to wither; And good and ill like vines entangled are, So that their grapes may oft be plucked together;- Divide the vintage ere thou drink, then make Thy heart rejoice for dead Mazenghi's sake.
No record of his crime remains in story, But if the morning bright as evening shone, It was some high and holy deed, by glory Pursued into forgetfulness, which won
From the blind crowd he made secure and free The patriot's meed, toil, death, and infamy.
For when by sound of trumpet was declared A price upon his life, and there was set A penalty of blood on all who shared So much of water with him as might wet His lips, which speech divided not-he went Alone, as you may guess, to banishment.
Amid the mountains, like a hunted beast, He hid himself, and hunger, toil, and cold, Month after month endured; it was a feast Whene'er he found those globes of deep red gold Which in the woods the strawberry-tree doth bear, Suspended in their emerald atmosphere.
And in the roofless huts of vast morasses, Deserted by the fever-stricken serf,
All overgrown with reeds and long rank grasses, And hillocks heaped of moss-inwoven turf, And where the huge and speckled aloe made, Rooted in stones, a broad and pointed shade,
This fragment refers to an event, told in Sismondi's Histoire des Republiques Italiennes, which occurred during the war when Florence finally subdued Pisa, and reduced it to a province. The opening stanzas are addressed to the conquering city.-M. S.
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