To the Morena crags-how left I not Life, or the soul's life, quench'd on that sepulchral spot? VII. Because Thou didst not leave me, 0 my God! And made the caverns of the rock their fold; And met when stars met, by their beams to hold Thou Wert in the midst, felt, own'd-the Strengthener then as now! VIII. Yet once I sank. Alas! man's wavering mind! IX. Once my soul died within me. What had thrown Fondly and oft my boyish steps had sought! i Perchance the damp roof's water-drops that fell Just then, low tinkling through my vaulted cell, Intensely heard amidst the stillness, caught Some tone from memory, of the music, welling Ever with that fresh rill, from its deep rocky dwelling. X. But so my spirit's fever'd longings wrought, Wakening, it might be, to the faint, sad sound, That from the darkness of the walls they brought A loved scene round me, visibly around.1 Yes! kindling, spreading, brightening, hue by hue, Like stars from midnight, through the gloom, it grew, That haunt of youth, hope, manhood!-till the bound Of my shut cavern seem'd dissolved, and I Girt by the solemn hills and burning pomp of sky. XI. I look'd-and lo! the clear, broad river flowing And midst the scene-oh! more than all-there smiled My child's fair face, and hers, the mother of my child! XII. With their soft eyes of love and gladness raised And gentle faces, lifted in the light Of day's last hectic blush, all melted from my sight. XIII. Then darkness!-oh! th' unutterable gloom Such deep thirst in my soul, that thus bereft, XIV. But I was roused-and how? It is no tale, Even midst thy shades, thou wilderness! to tell. More high his heart in youthful strength must swell; So shall it fitly burn when all is told: Let childhood's radiant mist the free child yet enfold. XV. It is enough that through such heavy hours I had seen Alvar die-the strife was won from Pain. XVI. And faint not, heart of man! Though years wane slow, There have been those that from the deepest caves, And cells of night, and fastnesses below The stormy dashing of the ocean waves, Down, farther down than gold lies hid, have nursed A quenchless hope, and watch'd their time, and burst On the bright day, like wakeners from the graves! I was of such at last!-unchain'd I trode This green earth, taking back my freedom from my God! XVII. That was an hour to send its fadeless trace Yet how my heart leap'd in her blessed light! The shepherd's light-the sailor's on the seaThe hunter's homeward from the mountains free, Where its lone smile makes tremulously bright The thousand streams !-I could but gaze through tears. Oh what a sight is heaven, thus first beheld for years! XVIII. The rolling clouds!-they have the whole blue space My soul shot with them in their breezy race In far sierras, hiding their deep springs, And traversed but by storms, or sounding eagles' wings. XIX. Ay, and I met the storm there! I had gain'd The covert's heart with swift and stealthy tread : A moan went past me, and the dark trees rain'd Their autumn foliage rustling on my head; A moan-a hollow gust-and there I stood Girt with majestic night, and ancient wood, And foaming water.-Thither might have fled The mountain Christian with his faith of yore, When Afric's tambour shook the ringing western shore! |