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steep path which branched off abruptly. Some cows were slowly climbing this path, and making their way one by one into the field which overhung the road. Peter's eyes instinctively followed the cows, and his ear lent itself half unconsciously to the shouts of the cow-girl, who as yet was invisible to him. Suddenly she appeared above his head, following her cows. She dropped her stick for a moment to pick a sprig of pear-blossom which she put between her teeth, and taking her handkerchief from her head, turned and shook it, preparatory to putting it on again. The action showed to advantage her tall, youthful figure and the fine poise and beautiful shape of her head; while the broad sunlight set off the rich bloom of her complexion and bronzed the locks on her temples, now ruffled up and waving, although the mass of dark hair was closely braided and bound with the maiden snood. As with all cowgirls her feet were bare, and she wore the ordinary peasant's dress. But she was like no peasant girl Peter had ever seen; and as he stood looking up at her his staff slipped out of his hand, and fell noisily on the stony road. Instantly, the girl threw up her head like a listening deer; then she came forward to the edge of the field, and let her glance fall upon him for the first time. Her eyes were large and long, and in color like pools of clear water on a bed of brown autumn leaves. A dancing light, a ray, a laugh, played forever in the corners of the eyes, and produced an indescribably elusive, puzzling, but fascinating expression. Such eyes look out of Mona Lisa's portrait on the wall of the Louvre, and they have ever been troubling to the sons of men.

Our poor hero was no exception to the rule, and he stood mutely gazing upward, while the girl with a slight laugh, instantly suppressed, resumed the task of shaking and folding her handkerchief, replaced it on her head, and adroitly catching the ends in her teeth, without letting go her sprig of pear-blossom, she picked up her stick and turned away, glancing out of the corners of her eyes as she did so.

Then Peter had an inspiration. He called aloud, "Are you Luisa?"

She turned with a leisurely, nonchalant grace, and answered, but without looking at him, "There are so many Luisas; long Seppel's Luisa, and the miller's Luisa, and Anton the shoemaker's Luisa, and many more. How do I know which Luisa you want?"

Peter laughed: "I want Anna Morero's Luisa."

"Well, what do you want of her?" answered the girl, with a carelessness which would have been wounding but for the mysterious smile in her

eyes.

"I am your cousin, Peter Morero," said Peter.

"My brother's cousin, not mine," returned the girl promptly. "Where are you going?" she added.

"To Klobenstein, plenty of cows, a good place. I shall be there until November. If the landlord wants a cowgirl, will you come? You would be better paid there than here."

"Who knows?" replied the girl with a sweet indifference, as she turned more decidedly away and began to follow her retreating cows. She had not said good-bye; it was apparently not her habit. Peter, left standing in the road, scarcely knew what he did as he called aloud, "Luisa!"

"Well!" said Luisa, glancing over her shoulder as she retreated slowly.

"Will you have this?" and taking the carnation from his hat, he threw it up to her. Now she turned, came back and picked it up, still with the same enchanting, piquant nonchalance. "Pretty!" she said, as she turned it over in her hand, but she did not thank him. She pushed back her handkerchief, placed the carnation over her right ear, adjusted her handkerchief again and prepared to go her way.

"Luisa!"

"Well!"

"Will you give me that flower you have in your mouth?"

Luisa's only answer was to tighten her lips upon the sprig of pear-blossom, and to pull her handkerchief further over her head.

"Luisa!"

Luisa laid hold of the cow nearest her, and began to rub its horns with

her apron. "Luisa!"

There was no reply. Luisa was still busy with the cow's horn.

"Luisa, will you give me that flower for my hat?"

A shake of the head was the only answer, and after waiting a little Peter went his way.

He had been walking some ten minutes when he stopped as if an invisible hand had been laid upon him, stood a moment absorbed in thought, shook himself and walked on a few steps, then halted again, and unslung the pack he carried on his back, which was composed of a rough pastrano or cloak, and the coarse fustian bag which held his personal property. When the bag lay before him on the road, he stooped to open it, and then suddenly hesitated; once more he stood still, looking with unseeing eyes at the distant landscape, and turning over a problem in his mind. These vacillating movements represented a struggle with the temptation of improvidence, a temptation which now assailed him for the first time. He had in his bag an enormous, rosycheeked, shining apple, an apple as round and perfect as if it had been made of wax, and this treasure was intended for his new master's little daughter. He had expatiated upon its beauty when he promised it to her, and therefore must buy another in Bozen if he now gave it away. The one in question (which had been given to him) was expensive, he knew; and to pay money for fruit had always seemed to him the wildest extravagance. But even while combating these scruples he had taken the apple from his bag, and was polishing it on his sleeve and holding it up to the light, the better to admire its exquisite color and smooth perfection. Suddenly he slung his pack on his shoulders again, picked up his staff, and began to climb the hill with feverish energy. He had feared that Luisa would be gone, but she was still in the field with her cows. The green edge of

the field made a long, grassy, horizontal line against the sky, and her slow walk, as she followed her cows along this ine, had a certain rhythmic beauty in it. "Luisa!"

She turned her head, stopped, and stood looking down upon him.

"Luisa, look!" And he held up the apple. "Catch!" and he threw it. She caught it dexterously, laughed, threw it in the air, caught it again, and put it in her pocket with a smile. When the smile had left her lips, she still stood looking down upon him with smiling eyes, but she did not speak; perhaps because the sprig of pear-blossom which she held between her teeth rendered speech impossible, perhaps because a natural indolence predisposed her to silence. Meanwhile, Peter, standing on the stony road, wished for the pearblossom, but dared not ask again for it; wished to begin a conversation but knew not how; and so after two or three uneasy minutes bade the girl farewell and resumed his journey.

But after walking fast for twenty minutes or more he halted at a certain turn in the winding path, and gazed upward. He was far below Luisa now, too far for speech, but he could see her distinctly, as she sat on the edge of the field with the apple in her hand. She had removed her handkerchief, and her beautiful dark head and charming face stood out in strong relief against the sky. Peter looked long at her, but he did not possess powers of divination, and the three weird sisters, who stood behind her and with grim, impassive countenances twisted his skein of lite, were invisible to him. He only saw girlish grace and youthful bloom glowing against vast depths of infinite azure; and yet it was with a deep sigh that he at last went his way.

Meanwhile Luisa tossed the sprig of pear-blossom, unasked, to a passing swineherd, and turning the pink apple in her hand with a laugh, set her strong white teeth deep in it.

II.

Peter found his place at Klobenstein satisfactory, and the work quite within

spread their simple meal; but always, just as she raised her hand to beckon him to a seat by her side, the dream broke, and he had to rise, weary and aching, and go about his daily task.

Now, too, apart from dreams by day and night, certain grave anxieties perplexed him. He wondered perpetually and uneasily whether Luisa were well

his powers; but he was not happy. Remembering was no longer the neverfailing source of delight which it had been hitherto. He lingered little now in the cow-stall, but spent all his spare time either sitting or lying on the hill outside, and gazing across the valley to the mountains beyond, where on fine days he could see Cavalese like a small white spot in the blue distance. In for-placed, well-housed, well-fed, above all, mer years memory would have peopled the rocks and hills, the vast pine forests which clad the mountain-side, and also the vineyards low down in the valley, with dancing nymphs and satyrs, with fairy kings and queens; but now he only saw a dark-haired girl driving her cows, or standing still and looking at him with the mysterious smile in the corners of her long brown eyes.

He saw her again at night, in the troubled dreams which had taken the place of his former quiet slumber. What leagues and leagues he walked in those dreams behind Luisa and her cows! Always within call, yet never within reach; forever moving on before him through vast stretches of green fields, yet always eluding nearer approach, until he would groan aloud for very weariness, and turn on his hard pallet and dream again, more painfully than before, for now he made his way through interminable pine forests, following Luisa as she flitted in and out among the red tree boles, playing an endless game of hide-and-seek; forever following, but never finding, for though now and again the bright face seemed near, in an instant the vision had dissolved into the wavering lights and shadows of the forests. Then with a sigh Peter would awake and toss, and turn and dream once more, the dream which always came just before the dawn. It never changed. In this dream he was with Luisa on the upper Alp, above the forest line, with the short, perfumed grass underfoot and the limitless sky overhead. No one was near, nor was there any sound, but of the cows cropping the soft grass and the summer wind whispering by. There was the round, flat stone, deep in heather and fern, where she had

whether she were well guarded. She was so pretty, and men, especially boys, were such rascals; if he could only have her under his own eye! And the fat landlord seemed an angel in disguise when he one day bade him seek for a cow-girl, offering at the same time wages which were far beyond anything paid on the other side of the Adige.

III.

The journey back to Cavalese, to fetch Luisa and her belongings to Klobenstein, seemed like the fulfilment of years of longing. And yet it was but six weeks since he first set eyes upon her, when he once more left the village in the early morning with Luisa's bag strapped upon his back, and Luisa herself moving lightly on beside him.

The June morning smiled as never morning had smiled before in Peter's life, and yet before the day was over a vague uneasiness had taken possession of his soul. It was not Luisa's fault, of course, but all the way down the mountain she had not spoken a word to him, and she had laughed and joked with every man they met. And then, when they reached Atzwang and prepared to climb the precipitous hill, she had sprung on like a young deer, only now and then glancing back and asking the way, but never halting for an instant, and only replying in monosyllables when addressed. But ever and anon her eyes smiled upon him, and Peter would take heart of grace and trudge on patiently.

They reached Klobenstein before night-fall, and after Ave Maria sat down, together with a dozen other peasants, at the round table upon which smoked the evening meal in a huge platter. Each peasant was provided

was transported by jealousy too, and this led him to commit many follies. He followed and watched Luisa perpetually, and for his reward had the pain of seeing young Lieutenant von Stendhorst hold his gold watch to her ear that she might hear it tick, and Prince Giovanelli's dignified white-haired valet try his respectable cap with its gold band on her pretty head, while he sub

tied her own kerchief under his chin.

with a long iron spoon to dip in the dish. Luisa was quite at her ease; but though she had been put by her mother under Peter's care, she would not sit next him, but slipped into a place on the opposite side of the table. All these trifling acts distressed and puzzled him; but he had voluntarily sought the office of guardian, an office not a sinecure at any time, and, as he was soon to discover, fraught with indescribable mis-mitted to be laughed at by her as she ery to a man in love. That mortal malady was upon him, but he did not recognize its symptoms. When he rose the next day, an hour before the early summer dawn, in order to do the heavier part of Luisa's work before she should come over to the stall; when, later in the day, the sun was hot on the fields, and he bade her sit still, while he ran about collecting the cows for the return to the stall-these acts would have enlightened many men as to their own feelings, but Peter was naturally unselfish, and really believed that he only wished to save the girl trouble. Luisa was apparently devoted to her work (it was not her fault if Peter did most of it), quiet, taciturn even, and with a tranquil indifference and indolence in her movements which was the reverse of flaunting; and yet she had not been twenty-four hours in the village before every marriageable peasant was aware of her presence, and more or less agitated by it. Although the nature of their avocations threw Peter and Luisa constantly together they were never alone. There was always a third and often more, for nearly every young peasant in or near the village managed to pass the cow-stall once or twice a day; and when the cows were led forth to the upper fields for their daily airing, youths seemed to crop up like mushrooms, even in the most solitary places, youths at whom Luisa would glance half shyly and half mockingly as she went by, and who ever after haunted her footsteps. Peter began to know the beating heart, the throbbing pulses, the ceaseless unrest, which is the portion of those who love in vain. In truth, his passion for the girl raged in

After such scenes Peter would heap reproofs, reproaches, and warnings upon Luisa; and then, when she, with undisturbed calm, had let fall a few large, bright tears, his heart would melt within him, and he would go to the shop and buy her a present. It was in this way that, in the course of a few weeks, he bought her a fine white cotton handkerchief with a border of pink roses for her neck, a Sunday gown of black woollen stuff, and a blue silk apron. Each gift meant repentance on his part, and forgiveness on Luisa's. Peter always felt like worshipping her when she forgave him and accepted his gifts; and then, she was always so calm; she never answered him angrily. But if she did not show temper, she still did as she pleased, and the tale of her admirers increased daily, while Peter's jealousy grew in proportion. When, after scolding her because of the attentions of the miller's Johann in the evening, he found long Seppel, from the upper Alp, at the cow-stall the very next morning, he might have seen that it was best for him to let the girl alone. But love laughs at logic, we are told, and Peter's way out of the difficulty was to ask her to marry him. He had not intended to do so, and did not know how he did it; the demand escaped from him unawares, and then he trembled at his own temerity. Luisa said nothing at first, but went on with her milking; then, when pressed for an answer, she murmured her usual, "Who knows?"

"At any rate, she did not say 'no,'" murmured foolish Peter, and thereupon he felt himself betrothed. "Now I shall his veins like a devastating fever. Hebe easy in my mind." he thought. But

ease was not to be his portion. A ray of sunlight is not more quiet or more elusive than was Luisa; and poor Peter, whose love for her racked him like a torturing pain, was worn away between uneasy dreams by night and fruitless surveillance by day, till he grew ill, feverish, and irritable.

One Sunday morning he rose before the dawn in order to clean the stall betimes, thus leaving Luisa free to dress herself for the procession which was to take place after ten o'clock mass. When, at five o'clock, the girl came over, he thought she looked pale and tired, and that she replied even more absently than usual. He therefore offered to take her work upon himself, and though he was very tired when he at length went to mass, he was rewarded for his fatigue by the sight of Luisa walking in the procession, and clad in the gown, apron, and kerchief that he had given her. She had never looked so lovely nor regarded him so kindly, and he enjoyed that morning a few moments of real happiness. In the afternoon, knowing her to have gone to a neighboring village with the landlady's sister, a middle-aged and serious married woman, he permitted himself a quiet rect on the straw in the cowstall. He had been sleeping for two hours or more when he dreamed that he was stroking Luisa's hair, a privilege never yet accorded to him. How soft it was, and how she was laughing! No he was stroking the kitten, and it was a man's laugh which had wakened him. He sat up on the straw and listened; another loud laugh rang upon his ear; then a voice said: "Old fool! She'll lead him a pretty dance." It was the voice of the miller's Johann, and he heard Rudolf Stein, one of the guides, make some reply. Then Johann went on: "A cunning fox! She was dancing all night at Wolfsgruben, when the old fool thought she was asleep." Peter wondered vaguely of whom they were talking, but he did not care much; and then the voices reached him again in fragmentary utterances. "Been to Badseis with him this afternoon-sitting under the tree behind the stall

now, billing and cooing." "Lucky fellow! I wish it may be my turn next," answered Rudolf with a laugh.

Then the steps and voices retreated, leaving Peter a prey to strange palpitations and conjectures. Who was sitting under the tree behind the stall now? Only one window looked out upon that tree, and that window was merely a pane of glass, high up in the loft. If he climbed up, he could see. Pshaw! What did it matter to him? Then suddenly he heard a kiss, and then a little rippling laugh he knew well, and then more kisses; and then, he knew not how, he had climbed the wall and was looking out. There under the tree sat Luisa, with long Seppel's arm round her waist, and her hand in his. Some sound must have disturbed them, for they sprang apart with the adroitness of long habit, Seppel going negligently up the hill, and Luisa picking up her milking-pail. When Peter dropped panting and gasping to the ground, she was standing quietly beside him in all her Sunday bravery.

The passions that make tragedy possessed poor Peter then; and the only excuse for what he did is to be found in the fact that he was in such a whirlwind of emotion that he lost consciousness of his own existence. It was a madman who now rushed upon the girl and struck her, and then in an instant was on the ground at her feet clasping her knees and praying her to "Forgive -forgive!"

Luisa, at the first blow, had thrown down her milking-pail and screamed aloud; scream followed scream until the peasants came rushing in, and after them the landlord and landlady, in high indignation "at such a scandal, and the bells ringing for the Ave Maria, and the Herrschaften going by to church!"

Peter seemed to be listening to a chorus of reproach and contempt as the sobbing Luisa was led off by the landlady, and he himself hustled and kicked out of the stall. At nine o'clock he crept out of the hayloft, in which he had taken refuge, heart-broken, contrite, and quite calm. He went first to the stall, but it was shut and locked,

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