I AFTER A RELAPSE INTO SIN. GOD of my salvation, hear, And help me to believe; Full of guilt, alas! I am, 2 Standing now as newly slain, 3 4 Balm of all my grief and pain, Thy blood is always nigh: Now as yesterday the same Thou art, and wilt for ever be: Friend of sinners, &c. Full of truth and grace Thou art, And here is all my hope: False and foul as hell, my heart To Thee I offer up; Nothing have I, Lord, to pay, For I, Thou know'st, am poor : Dust and ashes is my name, My all is sin and misery: Friend of sinners, &c. 5 6 Without money, without price, I come Thy love to buy; Friend of sinners, &c. No good work, or word, or thought Bring I to gain Thy grace; Pardon I accept unbought, Thy proffer I embrace, To take, and not bestow on Thee: Friend of sinners, &c. 8 I quietly confess, Till Thy blood shall wash me clean From all unrighteousness, From the slightest touch of blame My spirit, soul, and body free: Friend of sinners, &c. Saviour, from Thy wounded side I never will depart; Here will I my spirit hide When I am pure in heart : ANOTHER. I LONG have I labour'd in the fire, 2 Baffled, I still my foes defied, All which the Lord commands, I cried, 3 But O, how soon from glory driven 4 As Lucifer cast down from heaven, I fell, and sunk in self-despair I gave up all at last; On Jesus then I cast my care, On Him my anchor cast. 5 With sin I strove, alas! too long; But now I to the Lamb Look, and am saved; in weakness strong, 6 Jesu, to Thee I now can fly, 7 Soon as I find myself forsook, A sigh will reach Thy heart, a look Will bring Thee down from heaven. 8 Believing on my Lord, I find On Thee alone my constant mind 9 Whate'er in me seems wise, or good, 10 Jesus, my Strength, my Life, my Rest, Till summon'd to the marriage-feast, IN DOUBT. 1 My Father, O my Father, hear And yet Thou know'st me heir of all : Thy footsteps why did I pursue? 3 From whom have all my blessings flow'd? Who gave me these enlarged desires? Who made me restless after God, And burnt me up with inward fires? O let the Author now be shown, 4 Who held my fleeting soul in life, Preserved me from the adverse power, Removed the death I would not shun? Speak, Father; am I not Thy son? 5 When twice ten thousand times I fell, How came I by this spark of hope? 6 If Thou didst see me in my blood, O let me all Thy life receive, 7 Led through the howling wilderness, Thy will appoints me to remain, In doubt and fear, in grief and pain ; |