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continued crying for mercy till her voice failed. Her laft words, which he uttered in a whisper, were, as nearly as could be underftood, "Come Lord Jefus, come fweet Jefus, come quickly," and then the inftantly expired. In what ftate fhe found herfelf is not for us to determine. Through the whole of her fickness she knew those who came in, and appeared to have the regular ufe of her reafon. This providence feemed to be ordered for good purposes. Many were witnesses of her diftrefs, and all appeared to be deeply impreffed with the idea of death and the importance of being ready. Numbers who were not Chriftians were much alarmed, and those who had hopes, were led to felf-examination, and to ferious meditation on changing worlds. The funeral was attended by a large concourfe of people, and a fermon was delivered from Job xiv. 10. It was a time of the utmost folemnity. In the evening a conference was attended. Numbers feemed to be under deep conviction, and the affembly in general, appeared as if they were looking into the eternal world.

fuppofing it to be a public meeting, a room was filled in the afternoon, and in the evening the houfe became fo crowded that many with difficulty escaped fainting. On Wednesday, about two hours before fun fet, a candidate came into the place, he was interrogated on the road and accompanied by feveral to my houfe. I was not at home, but as the news had fpread abroad that there would probably be preaching in the evening, I found as I was returning about fun fet, the people collecting, and as foon as I could wait upon the preacher, a crowd. ed affembly were together. On the two next evenings we had full meetings, as there were conferen ces previously appointed. I mention the tranfactions of this week, as a fpecimen of the engagednefs which prevailed among the people. It appeared that if religious meetings had been appointed every day, the frequency of them would not have been the occafion of diminishing the numbers of the affemblies. Unfavorable weather and extreme bad travelling were not pleaded as excufes for abfence, or did they operate as inducements fufficient to detain people from meeting. evident is it, therefore, that all the common excufes which fecure fin

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The next fabbath was communion day, and doubtlefs will be forever remembered by many, with joy and gratitude. On that dayners make for their absence from

nineteen were received into the church. The affembly was much crowded, and it was fuppofed by fome that half of the affembly were in tears. The Lord feemed to be indeed among us: it looked as if every foul felt the weight of eternal things. At evening we had a full conference. On Tuef day evening after, a meeting having been previously appointed for fome to converfe on the fubject of joining the church, and people

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public worship, may all be refolved into a want of inclination: For when once people are inclined, we fee that all common excufes vanifh, and many obftacles are furmounted. In addition to public meetings, people under religious impreffions, reforted to my house, and fome times from morning till evening, in order to converfe on religious concerns. As the awakening increafed, profeffors in general increafed in animation. Some

of them fpent much time in vifit-ings were as full as ever, and new ing, in order to converfe on reli- converfions appeared to take gious fubjects. People in general place. After that time, the numwere ready to hear at all times,bers at conferences were rather and it was remarkably eafy to in-lefs, and continued gradually to troduce religious converfation. decreafe. The bufinefs of the Indeed it would have been very difficult not to have converfed about religion, had a perfon been difpofed. Even at feveral houfes of public entertainment, ferious converfation was more common than any other.

About the middle of March there was a decline of the work, which continued about a month. Perhaps it is my duty to obferve that, at this time, a fectarian controverfy became a fubject of more general attention and converfation than before. This how ever, in some measure fubfided in a few weeks, and the attention was again turned more to experimental religion and eternity. About the middle of April a fecond revival took place, which arofe to as great and perhaps greater height than the firft. Chriftians had a new glow of animation. Many new inftances of conviction and hopeful converfion took place, and the Lord triumphed gloriously. Open oppofition then much ceafed for a time. Thofe who had oppofed the work, were either fubdued by the irrefiftible grace of God, or were influenced to be more private in their afperfions. As a fpecimen of the engagednefs of this time, it may be obferved that on the week including the 28th of April, there were three conferences and one, lecture appointed; yet thefe did not fuffice the minds of people. Not a day paffed this week except Saturday, without a mecting either in the day time or evening. The work continued at its height until about the middle of May. Till that time our meetVOL. IV. No. 5.

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feafon neceffarily called for more attention. But fill our house of worship was full on the fabbath, and fome inftances of hopeful converfion occafionally took place through the courfe of the fummer, and alfo in the autumn and winter fucceeding. There are now numbers who do not fuppofe they have religion, who are folemn and enquiring. Religious confer ences are ftill continued. hope the fpirit has not wholly departed, but we fear the fhower of divine influence, in regard to converting finners, is almoft or quite paft.

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One hundred and ten have been added to the church, about thirty more, we hope, have paffed from death to life, and feventy-three have been baptized, in the course of the revival. Ninety-nine were received into the church in the compafs of one year, fixty-four of which were received in the compafs of about two months.

It is vifible that God hath acted as a fovereign, having mercy on whom he would have mercy. Some of almost all claffes and fitu ations have been taken, while others as likely to human appearance to have been wrought upon, have been left. The greater part of the subjects of the work are between fifteen and forty years of age.

The oldeft perfon, who has made a profeffion, with a hope dated fince the revival begun, is now about fifty-five years of age. It is hoped that fome down to eleven years of age, have been born again. The awakening has not prevailed equally in all parts of Z

the fociety. Thofe families who were accustomed to attend public worship, have been more generally than others, fharers in the fpecial influences of the fpirit. A few, however, have been found of the fpirit, who were not much accuftomed to attend public worship. In fundry inftances it has been the cafe, that when the fpirit entered a family, almoft the whole of the family became hopefully converted. From one family five, including parents and children; from another fix, including parents and children, reckoning a daughter in law, have joined the people of God. But the most remarkable inftance of this kind is this: The parents of a family, who have been profeffors for fome years, have had the fatisfaction to fee ten children, including children in law, publicly profefs the religion of Chrift, all of whom obtained hopes in the course of this revival. As to the means made ufe of by the Lord to imprefs the minds of finners, they have been various. Some refer to fome fermcn which left an abiding impreffion on their minds. Some, to a particular fentence in a fermon, fuch as this, "Eternity is near at hand," or this, "The bufinefs of religion requires hafte," which they could not banish from their minds. Others quote fome text of fcripture which ftruck their minds for cibly; or mention fome particular occurrence of providence which alarmed them, and others feemed to be awakened in a very fudden manner without any vifible means at the time

When perfons have had their attention called up, their minds have generally dwelt firft upon externals. They found that they had left undone many things which they ought to have done,

and done many things which they ought not to have done. They then thought of reforming their lives. But on trial they found they were ftill growing worfe; for, finding God looks at the heart, they were next brought to fee its wickednefs. As their convictions increased they found that their hearts were not only deftitute of all right exercises, but that they were really opposed to God. They then knew by experience what many difbelieve, viz. that they were totally depraved in heart, and that the carnal mind is enmity against God. They knew that they not only had done nothing acceptable to God, but that they had rejected the Lord Jefus Chrift, and mifimproved all the favors of heaven. They faw that they were already condemned, that the wrath of God abode on them, and that they fhould cer tainly be loft, unless that God whom they hated, fhould in fove. reign mercy, pluck them as brands from the burning. They faw that there was no promife of mercy to them in particular, and that they fhould have no reason to complain if God fhould inftantly caft them into hell. It does not however appear that all are confcious of their convictions progreffing in the manner above defcribed. Some have been more directly convicted of the wickednefs of their hearts and then of their lives.

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and progrefs of conviction there has been a diverfity. In general great diftrefs of mind, through fear of hell, has accompanied conviction, and fome by their diftrefs, have been fo long kept from taking any confiderable food and reft in fleep, as made it evident they could fubfift but a fhort time without relief. In fome cafes there

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character of God; but alfo in regard to his law. They profefs to love the law because it is holy, juft and good, and because its penalty is juft. They appear to have a nearness-a great attachment to Chriftians, of which they formerly knew nothing. They have ardent defires for the good of finners. They wish the grace of God forever to be glorified in the falvation of others whether they

profefs to defire the welfare of their greatest enemies. They profefs to hate fin because it is wrong and againft God, and think they should equally hate it if there were no hell. If it were left to their choice to live to old age in fin and then be faved, or to live a godly life, they think they should not hefitate in choofing a godly life. As foon as their minds are brought to dwell on Chrift, they realize him to be the one altogeth er lovely, and a Saviour exactly fuited to the exigencies of finners. They fee an infinite fulness in Chrift, and realize not only that he is the only way to the Father, but that he is the beft poffible way, the moft glorious way, and the on

has been conviction without any great apparent diftrefs through fear of mifery. All the fubjects of the work, however, have manifefted a great fenfe of the evil of fin, of their own aggravated criminalty, of their danger, and of the juftice of God in their damnation. After the fubjects of this work have been convinced of their own vilenefs, and finding no hope from any thing in themselves, finding themfelves in the hands of a fove-themfelves are faved orloft. They reign God at whofe option it is to fave them or not, they have been brought, as we truft, by the renewing influence of the fpirit, to fubmit themfelves to God, to be difpofed of by him as he pleaf es for time and eternity. They then are freed from their diftreffing fears of hell and poffefs ferenity and peace. They difcover fuch glory in God that they are willing to trust themfelves in his hands. Realizing the glory of God to be more important than all things elfe, they profefs to have a greater defire for the promotion of his glory than for their own private happinefs, and a choice to be at the difpofal of God for time and eternity, in preference to being at their own difpofal.ly defirable way. They think They profefs to love God because he is holy, because he hates all fin, because he is just as well as merciful. They have joy, not because they are fafe, for at first they do not have the idea that they are fafe, or that they are regenerated; but they rejoice that God is a fovereign-that he reigns -that he has a plan of operation -that he will fulfil all his purpofes-that he will difplay his mercy in the falvation of as many as he fees proper-and that he will caufe all things to advance his own glory. They experience a change of mind not only in regard to the

they approve of Chrift as their teacher and king, and acknowl edge that if they be ever faved it must be on the ground of his atonement. They profess to have a defire to comply with all the requirements of Chrift and efteem all his ordinances not only as duties, but as inexpreffible privileges. They find, in themselves, a very great alteration as to their tafte relative to all moral fubje&s. They are fenfible that they love what they once hated, and hate what they once loved. They are fenfible of new views, new aims, new averfions, and new delights.

awakening, who have not embrac ed the Calviniftic fyftem of doctrines. Although the new con verts appear to have defires to comply with all known duty, yet in general, they have great diffi dence about joining the church for fear of deceiving themfelves and others, and for fear of difhonoring the caufe of Chrift. They have fuch a fenfe of their own un worthinefs and guilt, that they are, for the most part, far more doubtful concerning their own good eftate, than others are concerning them.

Perhaps fome, when reading the foregoing narrative, may suppofe there was much enthusiasm among the people. But this is a wrong fuppofition; for instead of noife and enthufiafm, even when there was the greatest engaged nefs, there were remarkable regu larity and order. I have never heard any outcries in any public meeting, and the appearance of people was more like rational creatures, who realized they were very foon to enter the eternal world, than like boisterous enthus

A new beauty appears in gofpe truths in general, and it feems to them that minifters preach much better than they formerly did. Some have expreffed themfelves, that they never heard a fermon before, that they have just awaked out of fleep, and that they wonder howit was poffible that they fhould not have attended more to religious concerns before. Even that timidity as to being alone, which was natural to fome, is how much departed, on account of a new confidence in God. Numbers have faid they have experienced that happiness in one hour which is worth more than all the enjoy ments of their former life. One faid, her fatisfaction in one minute, was worth more than all her former pleasures. But notwithstanding the change of which the fubjects of this work are fenfible, they have fuch a fenfe of their own vilenefs, and feel fo different in fome refpects, from what they formerly fuppofed Chriftians felt, that for a while, they in general are not ready to think they are really regenerated. On further examination however, of their ex-fiafts. ercifes and the real marks of religion as recorded in the fcriptures, they are led to entertain a humble hope that they have been born again. They are ready to allow that if they be converted, it was done by the agency of God, that it was not for any of their own performances, and that it was wholly owing to God's having mercy on whom he would have mercy. Numbers who were not only inveterate, but open oppofers of the doctrine of election, now not only acknowledge its truth, but fay if it were not true, they fhould not have the leaft hope of heaven. And I know of none who have obtained hopes in this

The good effects of this work are very visible, which show it to be the work of God. Public worship on the fabbath and on other days, is attended by greater numbers and with more conftancy. A very great alteration has taken place in the fociety, as to family prayer. The fcriptures are more generally read, and all divine ordinances are apparently much more reverenced. Church difcipline is. reviving and the fabbath is vifibly kept in a more fuitable manner. There appears to be a remarkable friendfhip among the fubjects of this work. This is more obfervable on account of the former difa greements arifing from political

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