rejoicing neither in human joy nor mourning with Enough from incommunicable dream, human grief; these, and such as they, have their And twilight phantasms, and deep noonday thought apportioned curse. They languish, because none Has shone within me, that serenely now, feel with them their common nature. They are And moveless as a long-forgotten lyre, morally dead. They are neither friends, nor lovers, Suspended in the solitary dome
And voice of living beings, and woven hymns Of night and day, and the deep heart of man.
nor fathers, nor citizens of the world, nor benefactors Of some mysterious and deserted fane, of their country. Among those who attempt to exist I wait thy breath, Great Parent, that my strain without human sympathy, the pure and tender-hearted May modulate with murmurs of the air, perish through the intensity and passion of their And motions of the forest and the sea, search after its communities, when the vacancy of their spirit suddenly makes itself felt. All else, selfish, blind, and torpid, are those unforeseeing multitudes who constitute, together with their own, the lasting misery and loneliness of the world. Those who love not their fellow-beings, live unfruitful lives, and prepare for their old age a miserable grave. The good die first,
And those whose hearts are dry as summer's dust, Burn to the socket!
OR, THE SPIRIT OF SOLITUDE.
EARTH, ocean, air, beloved brotherhood! If our great Mother has imbued my soul With aught of natural piety to feel
Your love, and recompense the boon with mine; If dewy morn, and odorous noon, and even, With sunset and its gorgeous ministers, And solemn midnight's tingling silentness; If autumn's hollow sighs in the sere wood, And winter robing with pure snow and crowns Of starry ice the gray grass and bare boughs; If spring's voluptuous pantings when she breathes Her first sweet kisses, have been dear to me; If no bright bird, insect or gentle beast I consciously have injured, but still loved And cherish'd these my kindred ;—then forgive This boast, beloved brethren, and withdraw No portion of your wonted favor now!
Mother of this unfathomable world! Favor my solemn song, for I have loved Thee ever, and thee only; I have watch'd Thy shadow, and the darkness of thy steps, And my heart ever gazes on the depth Of thy deep mysteries. I have made my bed In charnels and on coffins, where black death Keeps record of the trophies won from thee, Hoping to still these obstinate questionings Of thee and thine, by forcing some lone ghost, Thy messenger, to render up the tale
Of what we are. In lone and silent hours, When night makes a weird sound of its own stillness, Like an inspired and desperate alchemyst Staking his very life on some dark hope, Have I mix'd awful talk and asking looks With my most innocent love, until strange tears, Uniting with those breathless kisses, made Such magic as compels the charmed night To render up thy charge: and, though ne'er yet Thou hast unveil'd thy inmost sanctuary,
There was a Poet whose untimely tomb But the charm'd eddies of autumnal winds No human hands with pious reverence rear'd, Built o'er his mouldering bones a pyramid Of mouldering leaves in the waste wilderness; A lovely youth!-no mourning maiden deck'd With weeping flowers, or votive cypress wreath, The lone couch of his everlasting sleep: Gentle, and brave, and generous, no lorn bard Breathed o'er his dark fate one melodious sigh: He lived, he died, he sung, in solitude. Strangers have wept to hear his passionate notes, And virgins, as unknown he past, have sigh'd And wasted for fond love of his wild eyes. The fire of those soft orbs has ceased to burn, And Silence, too enamor'd of that voice, Locks its mute music in her rugged cell.
By solemn vision and bright silver dream, His infancy was nurtured. Every sight And sound from the vast earth and ambient air, Sent to his heart its choicest impulses. The fountains of divine philosophy Fled not his thirsting lips; and all of great, Or good, or lovely, which the sacred past In truth or fable consecrates, he felt And knew. When early youth had past, he left His cold fireside and alienated home, To seek strange truths in undiscover'd lands. Many a wide waste and tangled wilderness Has lured his fearless steps; and he has bought With his sweet voice and eyes, from savage men, His rest and food. Nature's most secret steps He, like her shadow, has pursued, where'er The red volcano overcanopies
Its fields of snow and pinnacles of ice With burning smoke; or where bitumen lakes, On black bare pointed islets ever beat With sluggish surge; or where the secret caves, Rugged and dark, winding among the springs Of fire and poison, inaccessible
To avarice or pride, their starry domes Of diamond and of gold expand above Numberless and immeasurable halls, Frequent with crystal column, and clear shrines Of pearl, and thrones radiant with chrysolite. Nor had that scene of ampler majesty Than gems of gold, the varying roof of heaven And the green earth, lost in his heart its claims To love and wonder; he would linger long In lonesome vales, making the wild his home, Until the doves and squirrels would partake From his innocuous hand his bloodless food, Lured by the gentle meaning of his looks,
And the wild antelope, that starts whene'er The dry leaf rustles in the brake, suspend Her timid steps, to gaze upon a form More graceful than her own.
His wandering step, Obedient to high thoughts, has visited The awful ruins of the days of old : Athens, and Tyre, and Balbec, and the waste Where stood Jerusalem, the fallen towers Of Babylon, the eternal pyramids,
Memphis and Thebes, and whatsoe'er of strange, Sculptur'd on alabaster obelisk,
Of jasper tomb, or mutilated sphinx, Dark Ethiopia on her desert hills
Conceals. Among the ruin'd temples there, Stupendous columns, and wild images
Of more than man, where marble demons watch The Zodiac's brazen mystery, and dead men Hang their mute thoughts on the mute walls around, He linger'd, poring on memorials
Of the world's youth, through the long burning day Gazed on those speechless shapes, nor, when the moon Fill'd the mysterious halls with floating shades Suspended he that task, but ever gazed And gazed, till meaning on his vacant mind Flash'd like strong inspiration, and he saw The thrilling secrets of the birth of time.
Meantime an Arab maiden brought his food, Her daily portion, from her father's tent, And spread her matting for his couch, and stole From duties and repose to tend his steps:Enamor'd, yet not daring for deep awe To speak her love—and watch'd his nightly sleep, Sleepless herself, to gaze upon his lips Parted in slumber, whence the regular breath
Of innocent dreams arose: then, when red morn Made paler the pale moon, to her cold home, Wilder'd and wan and panting, she return'd
The Poet wandering on, through Arabie And Persia, and the wild Carmanian waste, And o'er the aërial mountains which pour down Indus and Oxus from their icy caves,
In joy and exultation held his way, Till in the vale of Cachmire, far within
Its loneliest dell, where odorous plants entwine Beneath the hollow rocks a natural bower, Beside a sparkling rivulet he stretch'd His languid limbs. A vision on his sleep There came, a dream of hopes that never yet Had flush'd his cheek. He dream'd a veiled maid Sate near him, talking in low silver tones. Her voice was like the voice of his own soul Heard in the calm of thought: its music long, Like woven sounds of streams and breezes, held His inmost sense suspended in its web Of many-color'd woof and shifting hues. Knowledge and truth and virtue were her theme, And lofty hopes of divine liberty, Thoughts the most dear to him, and poesy, Herself a poet. Soon the solemn mood Of her pure mind kindled through all her frame A permeating fire: wild numbers then
She raised, with voice stifled in tremulous sobs
Subdued by its own pathos: her fair hands Were bare alone, sweeping from some strange harp Strange symphony, and in their branching veins The eloquent blood told an ineffable tale. The beating of her heart was heard to fill The pauses of her music, and her breath Tumultuously accorded with those fits Of intermitted song. Sudden she rose, As if her heart impatiently endured Its bursting burthen: at the sound he turn'd, And saw by the warm light of their own life Her glowing limbs beneath the sinuous veil Of woven wind; her outspread arms now bare, Her dark locks floating in the breath of night, Her beamy bending eyes, her parted lips Outstretch'd, and pale, and quivering eagerly. His strong heart sunk and sicken'd with excess Of love. He rear'd his shuddering limbs, and quell'd His gasping breath, and spread his arms to meet Her panting bosom :-she drew back awhile, Then, yielding to the irresistible joy,
With frantic gesture and short breathless cry Folded his frame in her dissolving arms. Now blackness veil'd his dizzy eyes, and night Involved and swallow'd up the vision; sleep, Like a dark flood suspended in its course, Roll'd back its impulse on his vacant brain.
Roused by the shock, he started from his trance- The cold white light of morning, the blue moon Low in the west, the clear and garish hills, The distinct valley and the vacant woods, Spread round where he stood.-Whither have fled The hues of heaven that canopied his bower of yesternight? The sounds that soothed his sleep, The mystery and the majesty of earth, The joy, the exultation? His wan eyes Gaze on the empty scene as vacantly
As ocean's moon looks on the moon in heaven. The spirit of sweet human love has sent A vision to the sleep of him who spurn'd Her choicest gifts. He eagerly pursues Beyond the realms of dream that fleeting shade · He overleaps the bound. Alas! alas! Were limbs and breath, and being intertwined Thus treacherously? Lost, lost, for ever lost, In the wide pathless desert of dim sleep, That beautiful shape! does the dark gate of death Conduct to thy mysterious paradise,
O Sleep? Does the bright arch of rainbow clouds, And pendent mountains seen in the calm lake, Lead only to a black and watery depth, While death's blue vault with lotheliest vapors hung Where every shade which the foul grave exhales Hides its dead eye from the detested day, Conduct, O Sleep, to thy delightful realms? This doubt with sudden tide flow'd on his heart, The insatiate hope, which it awaken'd, stung His brain even like despair.
While daylight held The sky, the Poet kept mute conference With his still soul. At night the passion came, Like the fierce fiend of a distemper'd dream, And shook him from his rest, and led him forth Into the darkness.-As an eagle grasp'd
In folds of the green serpent, feels her breast Burn with the poison, and precipitates
Through night and day, tempest, and calm and cloud, Frantic with dizzying anguish, her blind flight O'er the wide aery wilderness: thus driven By the bright shadow of that lovely dream, Beneath the cold glare of the desolate night, Through tangled swamps and deep precipitous dells, Startling with careless step the moonlight snake, He fled-Red morning dawn'd upon his flight, Shedding the mockery of its vital hues Upon his cheek of death. He wander'd on; Till vast Aornos seen from Petra's steep Hung o'er the low horizon like a cloud; Through Balk, and where the desolated tombs Of Parthian kings scatter to every wind Their wasting dust, wildly he wander'd on, Day after day, a weary waste of hours, Bearing within his life the brooding care That ever fed on its decaying flame.
And now his limbs were lean; his scatter'd hair, Sered by the autumn of strange suffering, Sung dirges in the wind; his listless hand Hung like dead bone within its wither'd skin; Life, and the lustre that consumed it, shone As in a furnace burning secretly From his dark eyes alone. The cottagers, Who moisten'd with human charity
His human wants, beheld with wondering awe Their fleeting visitant. The mountaineer, Encountering on some dizzy precipice
That spectral form, deem'd that the Spirit of wind, With lightning eyes, and eager breath, and feet Disturbing not the drifted snow, had paused In his career. The infant would conceal His troubled visage in his mother's robe, In terror at the glare of those wild eyes,
To remember their strange light in many a dream Of after-times: but youthful maidens taught By nature, would interpret half the woe That wasted him, would call him with false names Brother, and friend, would press his pallid hand At parting, and watch, dim through tears, the path Of his departure from their father's door.
At length upon the lone Chorasmian shore He paused, a wide and melancholy waste Of putrid marshes-a strong impulse urged His steps to the sea-shore. A swan was there Beside a sluggish stream among the reeds. It rose as he approach'd, and with strong wings Scaling the upward sky, bent its bright course High over the immeasurable main.
His eyes pursued its flight :-" Thou hast a home, Beautiful bird: thou voyagest to thine home, Where thy sweet mate will twine her downy neck With thine, and welcome thy return with eyes Bright in the lustre of their own fond joy. And what am I, that I should linger here, With voice far sweeter than thy dying notes, Spirit more vast than thine, frame more attuned To beauty, wasting these surpassing powers In the deaf air, to the blind earth, and heaven, That echoes not my thoughts?" A gloomy smile Of desperate hope wrinkled his quivering lips. For sleep, he knew, kept most relentlessly
Its precious charge, and silent death exposed, Faithless, perhaps as sleep, a shadowy lure, With doubtful smile mocking its own strange charms
Startled by his own thoughts he look'd around. There was no fair fiend near him, not a sigh Or sound of awe but in his own deep mind. A little shallop floating near the shore Caught the impatient wandering of his gaze. It had been long abandon'd, for its sides Gaped wide with many a rift, and its frail joints Sway'd with the undulations of the tide.
A restless impulse urged him to embark, And meet lone Death on the drear ocean's waste; For well he knew that mighty Shadow loves The slimy caverns of the populous deep.
The day was fair and sunny: sea and sky Drank its inspiring radiance, and the wind Swept strongly from the shore, blackening the waves Following his eager soul, the wanderer Leap'd in the boat, he spread his cloak aloft On the bare mast, and took his lonely seat, And felt the boat speed o'er the tranquil sea Like a torn cloud before the hurricane.
As one that in a silver vision floats Obedient to the sweep of odorous winds Upon resplendent clouds, so rapidly Along the dark and ruffled waters fled The straining boat.-A whirlwind swept it on, With fierce gusts and precipitating force, Through the white ridges of the chafed sea. The waves arose. Higher and higher still Their fierce necks writhed beneath the tempest's
Like serpents struggling in a vulture's grasp. Calm and rejoicing in the fearful war Of wave running on wave, and blast on blast Descending, and black flood on whirlpool driven With dark obliterating course, he sate : As if their genii were the ministers Appointed to conduct him to the light Of those beloved eyes, the Poet sate Holding the steady helm. Evening came on, The beams of sunset hung their rainbow hues High 'mid the shifting domes of sheeted spray That canopied his path o'er the waste deep; Twilight, ascending slowly from the east, Entwined in duskier wreaths her braided locks O'er the fair front and radiant eyes of day; Night follow'd, clad with stars. On every side More horribly the multitudinous streams Of ocean's mountainous waste to mutual war Rush'd in dark tumult thundering, as to mock The calm and spangled sky. The little boat Still fled before the storm; still fled, like foam Down the steep cataract of a wintry river; Now pausing on the edge of the riven wave; Now leaving far behind the bursting mass That fell, convulsing ocean. Safely fled-- As if that frail and wasted human form Had been an elemental god.
At midnight The moon arose and lo! the ethereal cliffs Of Caucasus, whose icy summits shone
Among the stars like sunlight, and around
Upon his life, as lightning in a cloud
Whose cavern'd base the whirlpools and the waves Gleams, hovering ere it vanish, ere the floods Bursting and eddying irresistibly
Rage and resound for ever.-Who shall save? The boat fled on,-the boiling torrent drove,-
The crags closed round with black and jagged arms, The shatter'd mountain overhung the sea, And faster still, beyond all human speed, Suspended on the sweep of the smooth wave, The little boat was driven. A cavern there Yawn'd, and amid its slant and winding depths Ingulf'd the rushing sea. The boat fled on With unrelaxing speed. "Vision and Love!" The Poet cried aloud, "I have beheld The path of thy departure. Sleep and death Shall not divide us long."
The windings of the cavern.-Daylight shone At length upon that gloomy river's flow;
Now, where the fiercest war among the waves Is calm, on the unfathomable stream
The boat moved slowly. Where the mountain riven Exposed those black depths to the azure sky, Ere yet the flood's enormous volume fell Even to the base of Caucasus, with sound That shook the everlasting rocks, the mass Fill'd with one whirlpool all that ample chasm; Stair above stair the eddying waters rose, Circling immeasurably fast, and laved With alternating dash the gnarled roots
Of mighty trees, that stretch'd their giant arms In darkness over it. I' the midst was left, Reflecting, yet distorting every cloud, A pool of treacherous and tremendous calm. Seized by the sway of the ascending stream, With dizzy swiftness, round, and round, and round, Ridge after ridge the straining boat arose, Till on the verge of the extremest curve, Where through an opening of the rocky bank The waters overflow, and a smooth spot Of glassy quiet 'mid those battling tides
Is left, the boat paused shuddering. Shall it sink Down the abyss? Shall the reverting stress Of that resistless gulf embosom it?
Now shall it fall? A wandering stream of wind, Breathed from the west, has caught the expanded sail,
And, lo! with gentle motion between banks Of mossy slope, and on a placid stream, Beneath a woven grove, it sails, and, hark! The ghastly torrent mingles its far roar
With the breeze murmuring in the musical woods. Where the embowering trees recede, and leave A little space of green expanse, the cove
Is closed by meeting banks, whose yellow flowers For ever gaze on their own drooping eyes, Reflected in the crystal calm. The wave Of the boat's motion marr'd their pensive task, Which naught but vagrant bird, or wanton wind, Or falling spear-grass, or their own decay Had e'er disturb'd before. The Poet long'd To deck with their bright hues his wither'd hair, But on his heart its solitude return'd, And he forbore. Not the strong impulse hid
In those flush'd cheeks, bent eyes, and shadowy frame,
Had yet perform'd its ministry: it hung
Now shone upon the forest, one vast mass Of mingling shade, whose brown magnificence A narrow vale embosoms. There, huge caves, Scoop'd in the dark base of those aery rocks, Mocking its moans, respond and roar for ever. The meeting boughs and implicated leaves Wove twilight o'er the Poet's path, as led By love, or dream, or God, or mightier Death, He sought in Nature's dearest haunt, some bank, Her cradle, and his sepulchre. More dark And dark the shades accumulate—the oak, Expanding its immeasurable arms, Embraces the light beach. The pyramids Of the tall cedar overarching, frame Most solemn domes within, and far below, Like clouds suspended in an emerald sky, The ash and the acacia floating hang Tremulous and pale. Like restless serpents, clothed In rainbow and in fire, the parasites,
Starr'd with ten thousand blossoms, flow around The gray trunks, and as gamesome infants' eyes, With gentle meanings, and most innocent wiles, Fold their beams round the hearts of those that love, These twine their tendrils with the wedded boughs, Uniting their close union; the woven leaves Make net-work of the dark-blue light of day, And the night's noontide clearness, mutable As shapes in the weird clouds. Soft mossy lawns Beneath these canopies extend their swells, Fragrant with perfumed herbs, and eyed with blooms Minute yet beautiful. One darkest glen
Sends from its woods of musk-rose, twined with jas mine,
A soul-dissolving odor, to invite
To some more lovely mystery. Through the dell, Silence and Twilight here, twin-sisters, keep Their noonday watch, and sail among the shades Like vaporous shapes half seen; beyond, a well, Dark, gleaming, and of most translucent wave, Images all the woven boughs above, And each depending leaf, and every speck Of azure sky, darting between their chasms: Nor aught else in the liquid mirror laves Its portraiture, but some inconstant star Between one foliaged lattice twinkling fair, Or, painted bird, sleeping beneath the moon, Or gorgeous insect floating motionless, Unconscions of the day, ere yet his wings Have spread their glories to the gaze of noon.
Hither the Poet came. His eyes beheld Their own wan light through the reflected lines Of his thin hair, distinct in the dark depth Of that still fountain; as the human heart, Gazing in dreams over the gloomy grave, Sees its own treacherous likeness there. He heard The motion of the leaves, the grass that sprung Startled and glanced and trembled even to feel An unaccustomed presence, and the sound Of the sweet brook that from the secret springs Of that dark fountain rose. A Spirit seem'd To stand beside him-clothed in no bright robes
Of shadowy silver or enshrining light, Borrow'd from aught the visible world affords
Of grace, or majesty, or mystery; But undulating woods, and silent well,
And leaping rivulet, and evening gloom
With its wintry speed. On every side now rose Rocks, which, in unimaginable forms, Lifted their black and barren pinnacles In the light of evening, and its precipice Obscuring the ravine, disclosed above,
Now deepening the dark shades, for speech assuming 'Mid toppling stones, black gulfs, and yawning caves Held commune with him, as if he and it Were all that was,-only-when his regard Was raised by intense pensiveness-two eyes, Two starry eyes, hung in the gloom of thought, And seem'd with their serene and azure smiles To beckon him.
That shone within his soul, he went, pursuing The windings of the dell.-The rivulet Wanton and wild, through many a green ravine Beneath the forest flow'd. Sometimes it fell Among the moss with hollow harmony Dark and profound. Now on the polish'd stones It danced, like childhood laughing as it went: Then through the plain in tranquil wanderings crept, Reflecting every herb and drooping bud That overhung its quietness.-"O stream! Whose source is inaccessibly profound, Whither do thy mysterious waters tend? Thou imagest my life. Thy darksome stillness, Thy dazzling waves, thy loud and hollow gulfs, Thy searchless fountain and invisible course Have each their type in me: and the wide sky, And measureless ocean may declare as soon What oozy cavern or what wandering cloud Contains thy waters, as the universe
Tell where these living thoughts reside, when stretch'd Upon thy flowers my bloodless limbs shall waste I' the passing wind!"
Beside the grassy shore Of the small stream he went; he did impress On the green moss his tremulous step, that caught Strong shuddering from his burning limbs. As one Roused by some joyous madness from the couch Of fever, he did move; yet, not like him, Forgetful of the grave, where, when the flame Of his frail exultation shall be spent, He must descend. With rapid steps he went Beneath the shade of trees, beside the flow Of the wild babbling rivulet; and now The forest's solemn canopies were changed For the uniform and lightsome evening sky. Gray rocks did peep from the spare moss,
Whose windings gave ten thousand various tongues To the loud stream. Lo! Where the pass expands Its stony jaws, the abrupt mountain breaks, And seems, with its accumulated crags, To overhang the world: far wide expand Beneath the wan stars and descending moon Islanded seas, blue mountains, mighty streams, Dim tracts and vast, robed in the lustrous gloom Of leaden-color'd even, and fiery hills Mingling their flames with twilight, on the verge Of the remote horizon. The near scene, In naked and severe simplicity,
Made contrast with the universe. A pine, Rock-rooted, stretch'd athwart the vacancy Its swinging boughs, to each inconstant blast Yielding one only response at each pause, In most familiar cadence, with the howl The thunder and the hiss of homeless streams Mingling its solemn song, whilst the broad river, Foaming and hurrying o'er its rugged path, Fell into that immeasurable void Scattering its waters to the passing winds.
Yet the gray precipice, and solemn pine And torrent, were not all;-one silent nook Was there. Even on the edge of that vast mountain Upheld by knotty roots and fallen rocks,
It overlook'd in its serenity
The dark earth, and the bending vault of stars. It was a tranquil spot, that seem'd to smile Even in the lap of horror. Ivy clasp'd The fissured stones with its entwining arms, And did embower with leaves for ever green, And berries dark, the smooth and even space Of its inviolated floor; and here
The children of the autumnal whirlwind bore, In wanton sport, those bright leaves, whose decay Red, yellow, or ethereally pale,
Rival the pride of summer. "Tis the haunt Of every gentle wind, whose breath can teach The wilds to love tranquillity. One step, One human step alone, has ever broken The stillness of its solitude:-one voice Alone inspired its echoes ;-even that voice and Which hither came, floating among the winds, And led the loveliest among human forms To make their wild haunts the depository Of all the grace and beauty that endued Its motions, render up its majesty, Scatter its music on the unfeeling storm, And to the damp leaves and blue cavern mould, Nurses of rainbow flowers and branching moss, Commit the colors of that varying cheek, That snowy breast, those dark and drooping eyes
The struggling brook: tall spires of windle-stræ Threw their thin shadows down the rugged slope, And naught but gnarled roots of ancient pines, Branchless and blasted, clench'd with grasping roots The unwilling soil. A gradual change was here, Yet ghastly. For, as fast years flow away, The smooth brow gathers, and the hair grows thin And white; and where irradiate dewy eyes Had shone, gleam stony orbs: so from his steps Bright flowers departed, and the beautiful shade Of the green groves, with all their odorous winds And musical motions. Calm, he still pursued The stream, that with a larger volume now Roll'd through the labyrinthine dell; and there Fretted a path through its descending curves
The dim and horned moon hung low, and pour'd A sea of lustre on the horizon's verge That overflow'd its mountains. Yellow mist Fill'd the unbounded atmosphere, and dran Wan moonlight even to fullness: not a star
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