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beauty exercised over his commanding mind. Now his talents and graces were obscured by the murky cloud of intemperance, and her languishing beauty no longer received its accustomed incense; the corrisions of mortifica ́tion and peevish discontent became deeper and deeper, and life one scene of gloom and disquietude.

Kate grew up, amidst these opposing influences, like a beautiful plant in a barren, ungenial soil. To her father, she was the delicate but hardy saxifraga, blooming through the clefts of the cold dry rock; to her mother, the sweet anemone, shedding its blossoms over the roots of the tree from which it sprung-fragrant, though unnurtured, neglected, and lone.

It would be too painful to follow, step by step, Mr. Franklin's downward course. Since the night of his public exposure he had gone down, down, with a fearfully accelerated motion, like the mountain stream, when it leaps over its rocky barrier. Public confidence was gradually withdrawn, clients and friends forsook him, and ruin trod rapidly on the steps of shame.

Harry Blake clung to him, till he saw his once powerful mind partaking so far of the degradation of his body as to be incapable of imparting light to his. He now felt it due to himself to dissolve the connexion subsisting between them; and he called, though reluctantly, to bid him farewell. Mr. Franklin seemed much agitated when Harry informed him of his intended departure. He knew the cause, and it seemed as if the last link was about to be severed that bound him to the good and honourable. Harry had been to him a delightful companion; and, in the days of his unsullied reputation, it had been one of his most interesting tasks to direct a mind so buoyant and aspiring, and which owned, with so much deference, the overmastering influence of his own.

"Do not go yet, Harry," said he; "I have much to say to you, and I may never have another opportunity. I have anticipated this moment. It is painful, but justice to yourself demanded it."

Harry seated himself, pale from suppressed emotion, while Mr. Franklin continued speaking, walking up and down the room, every feature expressive of violent agitation.

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"I have never yet to a human being introduced the subject of which I am about to speak -not even to my wife and daughter. I have never rolled back the current of time, and revealed the spot, where standing on the quicksands of youth, the first wave of temptation washed over I could not bear to allude to the history of my degradation. But you, Harry, are going among strangers, amid untried scenes; and I would warn you now with the solemnity of a man who knows he has sealed his own everlasting ruin, to beware of his first downward step. You do not know me, sir-no one knows me; they know not my parentage, or the accursed stream that runs in these veins."

"My father was called the King of the Drunkards. He drank till he was transformed,

breast bone and sinew, into flame; and then, he died the most horrible of all deaths-of spontaneous combustion. Yes, he was King of the Drunkards! I remember when a little boy I saw him walk at the head of a long procession, with a banner flying, as if in triumph, and a barrel of whiskey rolling before, on which the drummer made music as they walked. And shouts went up in the air, and people applauded from the windows and doors-and I thought the drunkard's was a merry life. But when I grew older, and my mother's cheek grew paler and paler, and knew that my father's curses and threats and brutal treatment were the cause-when at length I saw her die, die of a broken heart, and heard the neighbours say that my father had killed her, and that he would have to answer for her death at the great bar of heaven-I began to feel an indescribable dread and horror, and I looked upon my father with loathing and abhorrence! And when he diedwhen his body was consumed by flames, which seemed to me emblematical of the winding-sheet in which his soul was wrapped--I fled from my native town, my native State; I begged my bread from door to door. At length a childless stranger took me in. He pitied my forlorn condition-clothed, fed, and educated me. Nature had given me talents, and now opportunity unfolded them. I became proud and ambitious, and I wanted to convince my benefactor that I was no vulgar boy. Conscious of the dregs from which I had been extracted, I was resolved to make myself a name and fameand I have done it. You know it, HarryI have taken my station in high places of the land; and the time has been when but to announce yourself as my student would have been your passport to distinction. Well, do you want to know what made me what I am?-what, when such a burning beacon was forever blazing before my memory, hurried me on to throw my own blasted frame into a drunkard's dishonoured grave? I will tell you, young man-it was the wine cup!-the glass offered by the hand of beauty with smiles and adulation! I had made a vow over my mother's ashes that I would never drink. I prayed God to destroy me, body and soul, if I ever became a drunkard. But wine, they said, was one of God's best gifts, and it gladdened without inebriating-it was ingratitude to turn from its generous influence. I believed them, for it was alcohol that consumed my father. And I drank wine at the banquet and the board-and I drank porter and ale, and the rich scented cordialand I believed myself to be a temperate man.

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thought I grew more intellectual; I could plead more eloquently, and my tongue made more music at the convivial feast. But when the ex citement of the scene was over, I felt languid and depressed. My head ached, and my nerves seemed unsheathed. A thirst was enkindled within me, that wine could no longer quench. A hereditary fire was burning in my veins. I had lighted up the smouldering sparks, and it now blazed, and blazed. I knew I was destroy

ing myself, but the power of resistance was gone. When I first tasted, I was undone! Beware, Harry, beware! To save you from temptation, I have lifted the veil, and laid bare before you the hell of a drunkard's bosom. But no, that cannot be. The Invisible alone can witness the agonies of remorse, the corroding memories, the anticipated woes, the unutterable horrors that I endure and dread—and expect to endure as long as the Great God himself exists."

He paused, and sunk down exhausted into a chair. Large drops of sweat rolled down his livid brow-his knees knocked together, his lips writhed convulsively, every muscle seemed twisted and every vein swollen and blackened. Harry was terrified at this paroxysm. He sprung towards him, and untying the handkerchief from his neck, handed him a glass of water with trembling hands. Mr. Franklin looked up, and meeting Harry's glance of deep commiseration, his features relaxed, and large tears, slowly gathering, rolled down his cheeks. He bent forward, and extending his arms across the table, laid his head on them; and deep, suffocating sobs burst forth, shaking his frame, as if with strong spasms. Harry was utterly affected. He had never seen man weep thus before. He knew they were tears wrung by agony, the agony of remorse; and while he wept in sympathy, he gathered the hope of his regeneration from the intensity of his sufferings.

"I pity you, Mr. Franklin," said he, "from my soul I pity you-but you must not give yourself up as lost; God never yet tempted a man beyond his strength. You may, you can, you must resist. For your own sake, for your wife's -your daughter's sake, I conjure you."

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dare to speak and act as a man, and woo her to be my wife in the face of the world."

"Yes! yes!" repeated Mr. Franklin, "the time may come, but I shall not live to see it. There is at times such a deadly faintness, such a chilly weigh there," laying his hand on his breast, "it seems as though I could feel the cold fingers of death clutching round my heart, and freezing my life blood. If I did not warm the current with fresh streams of alcohol, I should surely die. Then this aching brow, this throbbing brain, these quivering nerves and shaking limbs, are they not all the heralds of coming dissolution? Harry, I do not mean to distress you-I have but one thing more to say; if you resist temptation, and I pray God you may, dare not triumph over the fallen. Oh! you know not, you dream not, in the possession of unclouded reason and unblighted faculties, the proud master of yourself, what that wretch endures, who, beset by demons on every side, feels himself dragged down lower and lower, incapable of resistance, to the very verge of the bottomless pit."

He wrung Harry's hand in his, then turned, and left the office. Harry, followed, oppressed and awe-struck by the revelations he had heard. Temptation, sin, sorrow, disgrace, death, judgment, and eternity swept like dark phantoms across his mind, chasing away hope, love, joy, and heaven; even the image of Kate Franklin flitted mournfully in the back-ground, fading and indistinct as a vanishing rainbow.

Kate grieved at Harry's departure, but it was a grief which vented itself in tears. She was affected by his disinterested attachment; she esteemed his virtues and admired his character; and in sunnier hours she might have indulged in My daughter's!" interrupted Mr. Franklin, those sweet day-dreams of love, which throw lifting up his head "Ah! that name touches the over the realities of life the hues of heaven. chord that still vibrates. Poor Kate! poor Kate! But she felt it was hers to endure and to strugThe hand that should have blessed has blighted gle, not to enjoy-she dared not fix her gaze on her young hopes. My wife reproaches me, and the single star that shone through the dark gives me gall and vinegar, even when I would clouds closing around her, lest it should charm meet her with smiles. But Kate never gave me her into a forgetfulness of the perils and duties one reproach but her tears. I once thought you of her situation; so gathering all her energiesloved her, and that I should see the two objects as the traveller folds his mantle over his breast I most loved happy in each other's affections, to shield him from the tempest-the more fearful and scattering roses over the pillow of my de- the storm, the more firm and strong became her clining years. But that can never be now; your powers of resistance. It was summer when proud father will never permit you to marry a Harry departed; and Kate, though she never drunkard's daughter." He spoke this in a bit-mentioned his name, found his remembrance aster tone, and a smile of derision for a moment curled his lips.

sociated with the flowers, the fragrance,_and_the moonlight of that beautiful season. But then "You thought right," exclaimed Harry, pas- winter came on, with its rough gales, and sleet, sionately. "I have loved her, I do love her, as and snow-for she lived on the granite hills of the best, the loveliest, the most exalted of human New England, where the snow-spirit revels amid beings. I would not pain you, sir; but you con- frost-work and ice. She sat by a lonely fire, strain me to speak the truth. My father has watching her father's late return, or nursing the forbidden me to think of such a union, and I delicate and fretful babe in her mother's chamam now dependent on him: I could not brave ber; all the anticipated ills of poverty hanging his commands without seeking to plunge your darkly over her, Kate found her only comfort in daughter into poverty and sorrow. Yet I will communicating with God, to whom, in the dearth not deceive you. I would have braved every of all earthly joy, she had turned for support and thing with her consent; but she refuses to listen consolation; and as her religious faith increased, to vows, unless sanctioned by parental authority. her fortitude strengthened, and her stern duties The time, I trust, will come when, having se- became easier of performance. One night she cured an independence by my energies, I may | sat alone by the fireside-and it was a most tem

pestuous night; the wind howled and tossed the naked boughs of the trees against the windows, which rattled as if they would shiver in the blast; and the snow, drifted by its violence, blew in white wreaths on the glass, and hung its chill drapery on the walls. She sat on a low seat in the corner, her bible on her knees, a dim fire burning on the hearth; for cold as it was, she would not suffer it to be replenished with fuel which her mother might yet want for her own comfort. She was gradually accustoming herself to personal privations, voluntarily abstaining from every luxury, not knowing how soon she might need the necessaries of life. She was reading the sublime book of Job, and when she came to the words "Hast thou entered into the snow? Hast thou seen the treasures of the hail?" she repeated them aloud, struck with the force, amid the wintry scene around her. At this moment her father entered. It was an unusual hour for his return, and as he walked forward she noticed with joy that his step was less fluctuating than usual. He bent shivering over the fire, which Kate immediately kindled afresh, and a bright blaze soon diffused warmth and cheerfulness through the apartment.

"I heard your voice as I entered, Kate," said he; "where is your companion ?"

"There," answered she, lifting the bible from her knees-" there is the companion of my solitude, and a very pleasing one I find it."

Mr. Franklin fixed his eyes steadfastly on Kate for a few moments, throwing himself back in his chair, gazed upon the ceiling, and spoke as in a soliloquy—

"I remember when I was a little boy reading that book at my mother's knee, and when she was dying she told me never to lay my head upon the pillow without reading a chapter and praying to the great God for pardon and protection. But that was a long time ago. I would not open it now for the universe."

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Oh, father!" exclaimed Kate, "do not say so. Young as I am, I have lived too long if the promises written here be not true. They alone have saved me from despair."

"Despair!" repeated he, in a hollow tone"yes, that is the fitting word, but it belongs to me, alone. You are innocent and virtuous, and why should you talk of despair? You have no brand on your brow, no thunder-scar graven by the Almighty's hand, from which men turn away, and women shrink from with terror. I am an object of loathing and scorn to all. Even you, my own daughter, who once lived in my bosom, if I should open my arms to enfold you, as I was wont to do, would shrink from me, as from the leper's touch."

"Oh! no, no, no!" cried Kate, springing from her seat, and throwing her arms impulsively around his neck, while her tears literally rained on his shoulder.

It had been long months since she had heard such a gush of tenderness from his lips-since she had dared to proffer the caresses of affection. She thought all natural feeling was dried up in his heart-withered, scorched by the fiery

breath of intemperance. She had locked her grief and humiliation in her own breast. She believed every appeal to his reason and sensibility would be as unavailing as if made to the granite of her native hills. She now reproached herself for her coldness and reserve; she accused herself of neglect and irreverence.

"Oh! my father!" she exclaimed, "if you still love me I will not despair. There is hope, there will be joy. You are wretched now; we are all wretched. No smiles gladden our household. My mother lies on a bed of languish. ment, where a breaking heart has laid her. My little sister pines like a flower which sun-beams never visited; and I-oh, father, words can naver tell the woe, the anguish, the agony which I have pent up in my bosom, till it threatened to destroy me. I would not reproach you-I would not add one drop to your cup of bitterness; but I must speak now, or I die."

Excited beyond power of self-control, Kate slid from her father's relaxing arms, and taking the bible, which lay upon her chair, in both hands, prostrated herself at his feet.

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By this blessed book," continued she, in an exalted voice-"this book which has poured oil and balsam in my bleeding heart-this book, so rich in promises, so fearful in threatenings; by the God who created you to glorify him, the Saviour who died to redeem you-by your immortal and endangered soul-I pray thee to renounce the fatal habit, which has transformed our once blissful home into a prison-house of shame, sorrow, and despair."

She paused, breathless from intense emotion, but her uplifted hands still clasped the sacred volume; her cheek, glistening with tears, was mantled with crimson; and her eyes, turned up to her father, beamed with the aspiration of the christian's hope.

Mr. Franklin looked down upon his daughter as she thus knelt before him, and it seemed as if a ray from the divine intelligence darted like a glory from her eyes into the depths of his soul. Lost, ruined as he was, there was still hopes of his redemption. He might be saved. She, like a guiding cherub, might still take him by the hand, and lead him back to the green paths and pellucid streams where he had once walked with undoubting footsteps. As these thoughts rolled through his mind, he bent forward lower and lower till his knees touched the floor. He wrapped his arms around Kate, and, leaning his head on her shoulder, sobbed aloud. The prayer of the publican trembled on his lips —“Oh, my God, have mercy upon me, a miserable sinner! Oh, thou, who was once tempted, yet never sinned, save me from temptation!”

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It was long before other sounds interrupted the hallowed silence which succeeded. hardly dared to breathe, lest she should disturb the communion her father's soul was holding with the Being he invoked; her heart ached with the fuluess of hope that flowed into it, from channels long sealed. Had he made promises of amendment in his own strength she might have feared their stability; but now, when she

saw him prostrate in the dust, in tears and humiliation, crying for mercy from the depths of a wounded and contrite spirit, she believed that he, "whose fan is in his hand," had come to winnow the chaff from the wheat before the whole should be consumed with unquenchable fire.

It was midnight before she arose to retire to her chamber. She felt unwilling to leave her father. It seemed to her that this night was the crisis of his destiny, that angels and demons were wrestling for his soul, that the angels had prevailed; but might not the demons return? or the good angels, too sure of their victory, wing their way back to the skies? Long after she had retired to bed she heard him walk backwards and forwards, and sometimes she heard his voice ascending as in prayer.

"Hear him, gracious Father!" cried she, from her moistened pillow; "hear him, answer and bless him!"

Then folding her arms closely around the infant, who slumbered by her side, she gradually fell asleep, and it will throw no shade over her filial piety to believe, that one thought of Henry Blake, associated with pure images of future felicity, gilded her dreams. How long she slept she knew not; but she awoke with a strange feeling of suffocation, and, starting up in bed, looked wildly around her. She saw nothing, but the chamber seemed filled with smoke, and a hollow, crackling sound met her ear. The dread of fire for a moment paralyzed her limbs. It was but a moment, when springing from her bed, the infant still cradled on her arm, she opened the door, and found the terrible reality of her fears. Such a rush of hot air pressed upon her, she staggered back, panting and bewildered. The flames were rolling in volumes through the next apartment, and the wind, blowing in violently through the outer door, which was open, fearfully accelerated the work of destruction.

"My father!" shrieked Kate; "my father! Where is he?"

That fearful cry awoke the child, who screamed and clung in terror closer to her bosom; but her mother, who seldom slept except under the influence of powerful opiates, lay still unmoved, unconscious of the terrific element which was raging around her.

"Mother," cried Kate, franticly, "wake, or you die! The house is in flames! they are rolling towards us! they are coming! Oh, my God! mother, awake!" She shook her arm with violence, and shrieked in her ear; but though she moved and spoke, she seemed in a lethargy so deep that nothing could rouse her to a sense of her danger.

The flames began to curl their forked tongues around the very door of the chamber, and the house shook and quivered as if with the throes of an earthquake. Kate knew she could make her own escape through a door in an opposite direction, but she resolved, if she could not save her mother, to perish with her. She would have lifted her in her arms were it not for the

infant clinging to her bosom. Perchance that infant might be saved. She rushed through the door, made her way through the drifting snow to the street, laid the child down on the chill but soft bank by the wall side, silently commending it to the protection of God, then winged her way back to the building, though the flames were now bursting from the roof, and reddening the snow with their lurid glare.

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Mother, dear mother, speak, if you live," cried Kate, shuddering at the supernatural sounds of her own voice.

A faint groan issued from the bed round which the flames were rapidly gathering. It is astonishing what strength is given by desperation. Kate was a slender girl of delicate frame, unused to physical exertion; but now she felt nerved with a giant's strength. She took up her mother in her arms just as the fire caught the bed curtain, and communicated even to her night-dress. Smothering the blaze with the blanket she had dragged from the bed in rescuing her mother, she flew rather than walked, burthened as she was, the flames roaring and hissing behind her, gaining upon her at every step-the hot air almost stifling her breath, even while her naked feet were plunging through the snow drifts, and the frosts penetrating her thin night wrapper. It seemed as if ages of thought and feeling were compressed in that awful moment. Her father's dreaded fate-her little sister freezing on the snow-the servants probably perishing in the flames-her houseless mother fainting in her arms-her own desolate condition-all was as vividly impressed on her mind as the lurid blaze of the conflagration on the dark gray of the wintry night. She bent her steps to the nearest dwelling, which was the residence of Mr. Blake, the father of Harry. She reached the threshold, and fell with her now senseless burthen heavily against the door. She tried to call aloud for assistance, but no sound issued from her parched and burning lips. She endeavoured to lift her right hand to the knocker, but it was numb and powerless; and in her left, which encircled her mother, she felt for the first time the most intense pain.

"Merciful Father!" thought she, "thou who hast sustained us thus far, leave us not here to perish!"

Even while this prayer burst from her soul, footsteps approached, the door opened, and Mr. Blake, accompanied by a servant, bearing a lamp, stood upon the threshold. He had been awakened a few minutes before by the reflection of the blaze in his chamber, and had just aroused his family, when the sudden jarring of the door excited his alarm. He recoiled at first with horror from the spectacle which he beheld. Mrs. Franklin, white, ghastly, and still, lay to all appearance dead, in the nerveless arms of her daughter, who, pale, prostrate, and voiceless, could only lift her imploring eyes, and moan the supplication her lips vainly sought to express. Mr. Blake had forbidden his son to marry a drunkard's daughter, and he had looked coldly on Kate, secretly condemning her for the in

fluence she unconsciously exercised over his destiny. But he was not a hard-hearted man, though very proud, and his wife was a repository of heaven's own influences. Under her anxious superintendence, the sufferers were soon placed in warm beds, and every means used for the resuscitation of the one, and the renovation of the other, while Mr. Blake, with the male part of the household, hastened to the scene of conflagration. The main building was now enveloped in fire, but the kitchen was still standing, and he rejoiced to see the servants rushing to and fro, trying to save something, perhaps their own property, from the ruins. He looked around in search of the unhappy master, and trembled at the supposition that he might have found a funeral pyre. There was nothing to be done; the work of destruction was almost consummated, and he was turning away, sick at heart, when he thought he saw a bundle lying near the wall where he stood. He stooped down, and beheld with astonishment a sleeping infant. At first he thought it dead, but when he raised it and touched his cheek to its cold face, he felt its sweet breath stealing softly over his lips, and its little hand instinctively clasped his neck. He was inexpressibly affected, and gathering the folds of his cloak around it, he pressed it to his bosom with a father's tenderness. Never had he been so struck with the special providence of God as in the preservation of this little outcast. Angels must have brooded over it, and impressed their heavenly warmth upon its chilly bed. But who had laid it so tenderly in its snowy cradle, aloof from the smoke and the blaze? Who but she whose filial arms had borne her mother to his own door! As he answered this interrogation to himself, his heart smote him for his injustice to the heroic girl who had made such unparalleled exertions. He almost wished Harry was at home; but this was a moment of excitement-when he became calmer he rejoiced at his absence.

he sought his homestead he found it a heap of smouldering ruins, and he knew the work of destruction was his. He remembered how the door creaked in the blast, and in his madness he would not return. While he stood gazing in speechless agony on the wreck, Mr. Blake approached, and taking him by the arm, drew him to his own dwelling. Like the friends of Job, he spoke not, for he saw his grief was very great." His wife, whom he had once tenderly loved, and who, in his chastened mood, came back to his memory clothed in all the sweetness of which his vices had robbed her, lay on her death-bed. Though rescued by filial devotion from a fiery grave, she had swallowed the breath of the flame, and her chafed and wounded spirit was passing into the presence of her Maker. She could not speak, but she knew him as he entered, and stretching out her feeble hand, her dying glance spoke only pity and forgiveness. The unhappy man knelt by her side, and burying his face in the bed cover, gave way to a burst of anguish that was like the rending asunder of body and soul. And Kate, too, lay there by the side of her dying mother, with frozen feet, and blistered hands, and feverish brow; with her bright locks scorched and dishevelled, her eyes bloodshot and dim. This too was his work. There are calamities which come imme. diately from the hand of God, and man bows in weakness before the majesty of the power that overwhelms him. The pestilence that walketh in darkness--the tempest that wasteth at noon day-the earthquake the flood- are ministers of his vengeance, and come clothed with an authority so high and sacred, the boldest and strongest dare not rebel. But when the sufferer stands amid ruin his own hand has wroughtwhen conscience tells him he has arrogated to himself the fearful work of destruction, and stolen and winged the darts of death-there is an unfathomable woe, an immedicable wound, an undying remorse, an antepast on earth of the retributions of heaven. Let no one say the horrors of intemperance are exaggerated! Here fire and death had done their part, but murder had not yet reddened the black catalogue of sin. Happy, comparatively happy, the inebriate who is arrested in his headlong career before the blood of innocence, mingling with the libations of Bacchus, brands him with the curse of Cain

the indelible stamp of infamy, which his own life poured out on the scaffold cannot efface, and which is handed down, an inalienable heritage, to his children's children.

Mr. Franklin had not perished in the ruins. After Kate had left him, his newly awakened feelings of remorse raged with frenzy in his bosom. No longer soothed by his daughter's caresses, and sustained by her prayers, the blackness of despair rolled over him. He could not compose himself to rest; the room seemed too small to contain the mighty conflict of his feelings. He could not bear to look upon the blazing hearth, and feel the fires raging within. He went to the door, and as the cold wind blew on his brow he feit inexpressible relief, and leaving the door unlatched he rushed abroad, The day after the remains of the ill-fated reckless where he went, provided he would Mrs. Franklin were consigned to the grave, the escape from himself. The farther he roamed citizens of the place assembled in the town-hall, from his own home, the more he seemed to lose to make arrangements for the relief of the suf the consciousness of his own identity, till, ex-fering family. Their sympathies were strongly hausted in body and mind, he threw himself down on the floor of an uninhabited dwelling, which had often been the scene of his drunken orgies. There he lay, while the fire which he left blazing on the hearth, fanned by the blast howling through the open door, revelled uncontrolled and unconquerable. When at morning

excited in behalf of the heroine, Kate; and in the hour of his calamity they remembered Mr. Franklin as he was in his high and palmy days, when his voice had so often filled the hall, where they were met, with strains of the loftiest eloquence. They had seen him prostrated on the grave of his wife, in sorrow that refused con

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