I gaze upon the thousand stars I have such eagerness of hope I think on that eternal fame, That earthly future, the faint sign Of a more heavenly one; -A step, a word, a voice, a look, Alas! my dream is done. And earth, and earth's debasing stain, Again is on my soul; And I am but a nameless part Of a most worthless whole. Why write I this? because my heart That future where it loves to soar The present, it is but a speck In which my lost hopes find a home, O! not myself, for what am I? The worthless and the weak, Whose every thought of self should raise A blush to burn my cheek. But song has touched my lips with fire, For what, although alloyed, debased, I am myself but a vile link But I have spoken hallowed words, My first, my last, my only wish, Will the young maiden, when her tears Will the pale youth by his dim lamp, From many an antique scroll beside, Let music make less terrible The silence of the dead; I care not so my spirit last NEW YEAR'S EVE. THERE is no change upon the air, No pall-like storm comes forth to shroud A few light clouds are on the heaven, And the pale moon shines as she shines Ah, not in heaven, but upon earth, How much goes with it to the grave Affections, friendships, confidence,- Lie with it side by side. The wheels of time work heavily; To see how from the chain of life The gilding wears away. Sad the mere change of fortune's chance, But what has sadness like the change I've wept my castle in the dust, "Tis far worse murmuring o'er those tears, O, for mine early confidence, Then was the time the fairy Hope Or Youth, the alchymist, that turned But Hope's sweet words can never be I am grown wiser, and believe In fairy tales no more. And Youth has spent his wealth, and bought The knowledge he would fain Change for forgetfulness, and live His dreaming life again. I'm weary, weary: day-dreams, years, I've seen alike depart, And sullen Care and Discontent Hang brooding o'er my heart. Another year, another year, Alas! and must it be That Time's most dark and weary wheel In vain I seek from out the past HOME. I LEFT my home;-'twas in a little vale Its smooth waves only cut by the light barks Of fishers, and but darkened by the shade The reed-pipe rudely musical, or notes From the wild birds, or children in their play Sending forth shouts of laughter. Strangers come Rarely or never near the lonely place. I went into far countries. Years passed by, |