What am I, that thou should'st contemn me this? Fie, lifeless picture, cold and senseless stone, Thing like a man, but of no woman bred; She would, he will not in her arms be bound: And when from thence he struggles to be gone, She locks her lily fingers, one in one. His ears up-prick'd; his braided hanging mane Upon his compass'd crest now stand on end; His nostrils drink the air, and forth again, As from a furnace, vapours doth he send : His eye, which scornfully glisters like fire, Shews his hot courage, and his high desire. Sometime he trots, as if he told the steps, With gentle majesty, and modest pride; Of the fair breeder that is standing by. His flattering holla, or his Stand, I say? Fondling, she saith, since I have hemm'd thee here, Round-hoof'd, short-jointed, fetlocks shag and long, Feed where thou wilt, on mountain or in dale: Graze on my lips; and, if those hills be dry, Stray lower, where the pleasant fountains lie. Within this limit is relief enough, Sweet bottom-grass, and high delightful plain, Round rising hillocks, brakes, obscure and rough, To shelter thee from tempest and from rain; Then be my deer, since I am such a park; No dog shall rouze thee, though a thousand bark. At this Adonis smiles, as in disdain, That in each cheek appears a pretty dimple: Love made those hollows, if himself were slain, He might be buried in a tomb so simple; Fore-knowing well, if there he came to lie, Why there Love liv'd, and there he could not die. These lovely caves, these round enchanting pits, Open'd their mouths to swallow Venus' liking: Being mad before, how doth she now for wits? Struck dead at first, what needs a second striking? Poor queen of love, in thine own law forlorn, To love a cheek that smiles at thee in scorn!. Now which way shall she turn? what shall she say? Her words are done, her woes the more increasing; The time is spent, her object will away, And from her twining arms doth urge releasing : Pity, (she cries) some favour,-some remorse ;Away he springs, and hasteth to his horse. But lo, from forth a copse that neighbours by, And forth she rushes, snorts, and neighs aloud: The strong-neck d steed, being tied unto a tree, Breaketh his rein, and to her straight goes he. Imperiously he leaps, he neighs, he bounds, And now his woven girths he breaks asunder; The bearing earth with his hard hoof he wounds, Whose hollow womb resounds like heaven's thunThe iron bit he crusheth 'tween his teeth, Controlling what he was controlled with. [der; Broad breast, full eye, small head, and nostril wide, High crest, short ears, strait legs, and passing strong Thin mane, thick tail, broad buttock, tender hide; Look what a horse should have, he did not lack, Save a proud rider on so proud a back. Sometime he scuds far off, and there he stares; And whe'r he run, or fly, they know not whether, For through his mane and tail the high wind sings, Fanning the hairs, who wave like feather'd wings. He looks upon his love, and neighs unto her; She answers him, as if she knew his mind: Being proud, as females are, to see him woo her, She puts on outward strangeness, seems unkind; Spurns at his love, and scorns the heat he feels, Beating his kind embracements with her heels. Then, like a melancholy malecontent, He vails his tail, that, like a falling plume Cool shadow to his melting buttock lent; He stamps, and bites the poor flies in his fume: His love perceiving how he is enrag'd, Grew kinder, and his fury was assuag'd. His testy master goeth about to take him; When lo, the unback'd breeder, full of fear, Jealous of catching, swiftly doth forsake him, With her the horse, and left Adonis there : As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them, Out-stripping crows that strive to over-fly them All swoln with chasing, down Adonis sits, Banning his boist'rous and unruly beast; An oven that is stopp'd, or river stay'd, Free vent of words love's fire doth assuage; He sees her coming, and begins to glow, How she came stealing to the wayward boy! How white and red each other did destroy ! But now, her cheek was pale, and by and by It flash'd forth fire, as lightning from the sky. Now was she just before him as he sat, And like a lowly lover down she kneels ; With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat, Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: His tend'rer cheek receives her soft hand's print, As apt as new-fall'n snow takes any dint. O, what a war of looks was then between them! So white a friend engirts so white a foe: My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound; For one sweet look thy help, I would assure thee, Though nothing but my body's bane would cure thee. Give me my hand, saith he, why dost thou feel it? Give me my heart, saith she, and thou shalt have it; O give it me, lest thy hard heart do steel it, And being steel'd, soft sighs can never grave it : Then love's deep groans I never shall regard, Because Adonis' heart hath made mine hard. For shame, he cries, let go, and let me go; I pray you hence, and leave me here alone; Else, suffer'd, it will set the heart on fire: The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none; Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone. How like a jade he stood, tied to the tree, Servilely master'd with a leathern rein! But when he saw his love, his youth's fair fee, He held such petty bondage in disdain; Throwing the base thong from his bending crest, Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. Who sees his true love in her naked bed, Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white, But when his glutton eye so full bath fed, His other agents aim at like delight? Who is so faint, that dare not be so bold, To touch the fire, the weather being cold? Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy; [thee: I know not love, (quoth he,) nor will not know it, Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it; 'Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it; My love to love is love but to disgrace it; For I have heard it is a life in death, That laughs, and weeps, and all but with a breath. Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish'd? Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? If springing things be any jot diminish'd, They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth. The colt that's back'd and burthen'd being young, Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. You hurt my hand with wringing; let us part, Had I no eyes, but ears, my ears would love [ing Yet would my love to thee be still as much; For from the still'tory of thy face excelling Comes breath perfum'd, that breedeth love by smell But O, what banquet wert thou to the taste, Being nurse and feeder of the other four! And bid Suspicion double lock the door? Wreck to the sea-man, tempest to the field, This ill presage advisedly she marketh : Even as the wind is hush'd before it raineth, And at his look she flatly falleth down, For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth. A smile recures the wounding of a frown; But blessed bankrupt, that by love so thriveth! The silly boy believing she is dead, Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red; And all-amaz'd brake off his late intent, Fair fall the wit, that can so well defend her! He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks, To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr'd; He kisses her; and she, by her good will, Would never rise, so he will kiss her still. The night of sorrow now is turn'd to-day. Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth, Like the fair sun, when in his fresh array He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: And as the bright sun glorifies the sky, So is her face illumin'd with her eye; Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix'd As if from thence they borrow'd all their shine. Were never four such lamps together mix'd, Had not his clouded with his brows' repine; But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light, Shone like the moon, in water seen by night. O, where am I, quoth she? in earth or heaven, Or in the ocean drench'd, or in the fire? What hour is this? or morn or weary even? Do I delight to die, or life desire? But now I liv'd, and life was death's annoy; But now I died, and death was lively joy. O, thou didst kill me ;-kill me once again : Thy eyes' shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain, That they have murder'd this poor heart of mine; And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen, But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. Long may they kiss each other, for this cure! O, never let their crimson liveries wear! And as they last, their verdure still endure, To drive infection from the dangerous year! That the star-gazers, having writ on death, May say, the plague is banish'd by thy breath. Pure lips, sweat seals in my soft lips imprinted, What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? To sell myself I can be well contented, So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing; A thousand kisses buys my heart from me; What is ten hundred touches unto thee? Are they not quickly told, and quickly gone? Say, for non-payment that the debt should double, Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble? Fair queen, quoth he, if any love you owe me, No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears: His day's hot task hath ended in the west: Now let me say good night, and so say you; The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth, Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew, Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drought: He with her plenty press'd, she faint with dearth, (Their lips together glew'd,) fall to the earth. Now quick Desire hath caught the yielding prey, And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey, Paying what ransom the insulter willeth; Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high, That she will draw his lips' rich treasure dry. And having felt the sweetness of the spoil, With blind-fold fury she begins to forage; Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil, And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage; Forgetting shame's pure blush, and honour's wreck. Planting oblivion, beating reason back, Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing, Like a wild bird being tam'd with too much hand ling, Or as the fleet-foot roe, that's tir'd with chasing, Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast, The poor fool prays her that he may depart: Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. And on his neck her yoking arms she throws: Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: All is imaginary she doth prove, He will not manage her, although he mount her That worse than Tantalus' is her annoy, To clip Elysium, and to lack her joy. Even as poor birds, deceiv'd with painted grapes, As those poor birds that helpless berries saw: She hath assay'd as much as may be prov'd; Her pleading hath deserv'd a greater fee; She's Love, she loves, and yet she is not lov'd. Fie, fie, he says, you crush me; let me go; You have no reason to withhold me so. Thou had'st been gone, quoth she, sweet boy, ere this, But that thou told'st me, thou would'st hunt the boar. O, be advised: thou know'st not what it is With javelin's point a churlish swine to gore, Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; Are better proof than thy spear's point can enter; His short thick neck cannot be easily harm'd; Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: The thorny brambles and embracing bushes, As fearful of him, part; through whom he rushes. Alas, he nought esteems that face of thine, To which Love's eyes pay tributary gazes; Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne, Whose full perfection all the world amazes; But having thee at vantage, (wondrous dread!) Would root these beauties as he roots the mead. O, let him keep his loathsome cabin still; Beauty hath nought to do with such foul fiends: Come not within his danger by thy will; They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends: When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble, I fear'd thy fortune, and my joints did tremble. Didst thou not mark my face! Was it not white? Saw'st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? Grew I not faint? And fell I not downright ? Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie, My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest, But, like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast. For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy Doth call himself affection's sentinel; And in a peaceful hour doth cry, kill, kill; This canker, that eats up love's tender spring, That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring, Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear, The picture of an angry chafing boar, An image like thyself, all stain'd with gore; Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed, Doth make them droop with grief, and hang the head. What should I do, seeing thee so indeed, That tremble at the imagination? The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed, I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow, But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul'd by me: Or at the roe, which no encounter dare: Mark the poor wretch, to overshut his troubles, How he out-runs the wind, and with what care He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles: The many musits through the which he goes, Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep, To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell; And sometime where earth-delving conies keep, To stop the loud pursuers in their yell; And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer; Danger deviseth shifts; wit waits on fear: For there his smell with others being mingled, Ceasing their clamorous cry till they have singled The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt; With much ado the cold fault cleanly out; Then do they spend their mouths: Echo replies, As if another chase were in the skies. By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill, Stands on his hinder legs with listening ear, Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; Turn, and return, indenting with the way; Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise: To make thee hate the hunting of the boar, Unlike myself thou hear'st me moralize, Applying this to that, and so to so; For love can comment upon every woe. Where did I leave ?-No matter where, quoth he; Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: The night is spent. Why, what of that, quoth she: I am, quoth he, expected of my friends; And now 'tis dark, and going I shall fall;— In night, quoth she, desire sees best of all. But if thou fall, O then imagine this, The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips, And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips Now, of this dark night I perceive the reason: For stealing moulds from heaven that were divine, Wherein she fram'd thee, in high heaven's despite, To shame the sun by day, and her by night. And therefore hath she brib'd the Destinies, And pure perfection with impure defeature; Of mad mischances, and much misery; As burning fevers, agues pale and faint, Life-poisoning pestilence, and frenzies wood, The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint Disorder breeds by heating of the blood: Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn'd despair, Swear nature's death for framing thee so fair. And not the least of all these maladies, But in one minute's fight brings beauty under: Both favour, savour, hue, and qualities, Whereat the impartial gazer late did wonder, Love-lacking vestals, and self-loving nuns, And barren dearth of daughters and of sons, Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night, Dries up his oil, to lend the world his light. What is thy body but a swallowing grave, Seeming to bury that posterity, Which by the rights of time thou needs must have, If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? So in thyself thyself art made away; A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, Or theirs, whose desperate hands themselves do slay, Or butcher-sire, that reaves his son of life. Foul cankering rust the hidden treasure frets, But gold that's put to use, more gold begets. Nay then, quoth Adon, you will fall again Into your idle over-handled theme; The kiss I gave you is bestow'd in vain, And all in vain you strive against the stream; For by this black-fac'd night, desire's foul nurse, Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse. If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues, And every tongue more moving than your own, Bewitching like the wanton mermaid's songs, Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown; Into the quiet closure of my breast; That lends embracements unto every stranger. Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; Which the hot tyrant stains, and soon bereaves, As caterpillars do the tender leaves. Love comforteth, like sunshine after rain, My face is full of shame, my heart of teen: Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended, Do burn themselves for having so offended. With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast, Till the wild waves will have him seen no more, Whercat amaz'd, as one that unaware Hath dropp'd a precious jewel in the flood, Or 'stonish'd as night-wanderers often are, Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood; Even so confounded in the dark she lay, Having lost the fair discovery of her way. And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans, That all the neighbour-caves, as seeming troubled, Make verbal repetition of her moans; Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: Ah me! she cries, and twenty times, woe, woe! She marking them, begins a wailing note, How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote Her song was tedious, and outwore the night, For lovers' hours are long, though seeming short. For who hath she to spend the night withal, From his moist cabinet mounts up on high, |