And when I knew the impression he had made, And felt my wife insult with silent scorn My ardent truth, and look averse and cold, I went forth too: but soon returned again; Yet not so soon but that my wife had taught My children her harsh thoughts, and they all cried, "Give us clothes, father! Give us better food! What you in one night squander were enough For months!" I looked and saw that home was hell. And to that hell will I return no more, Until mine enemy has rendered up Atonement, or, as he gave life to me, I will, reversing nature's law-
That she speaks not, but you may Conceive such half conjectures as I do, From her fixed paleness, and the lofty grief Of her stern brow, bent on the idle air, And her severe unmodulated voice, Drowning both tenderness and dread; and last From this; that whilst her step-mother and I, Bewildered in our horror, talk together With obscure hints; both self-misunderstood, And darkly guessing, stumbling, in our talk, Over the truth, and yet to its revenge, She interrupted us, and with a look Which told, before she spoke it, he must die
It is enough. My doubts are well appeased; There is a higher reason for the act Than mine; there is a holier judge than me, A more unblamed avenger. Beatrice, Who in the gentleness of thy sweet youth Hast never trodden on a worm, or bruised A living flower, but thou hast pitied it With needless tears! Fair sister, thou in whom Men wondered how such loveliness and wisdom Did not destroy each other! Is there made Ravage of thee? O, heart, I ask no more Justification! Shall I wait, Orsino, Till he return, and stab him at the door?
"Tis my brother's voice! You know me not?
'Tis midnight, and Orsino comes not yet. [Thunder, and the sound of a storm. What! can the everlasting elements
Feel with a worm like man? If so, the shaft Of mercy-winged lightning would not fall On stones and trees. My wife and children sleep: They are now living in unmeaning dreams : But I must wake, still doubting if that deed Be just which was most necessary. O, Thou unreplenished lamp! whose narrow fire Is shaken by the wind, and on whose edge Devouring darkness hovers! Thou small flame, Which, as a dying pulse rises and falls, Still flickerest up and down, how very soon, Did I not feed thee, wouldst thou fail and be As thou hadst never been! So wastes and sinks Even now, perhaps, the life that kindled mine: But that no power can fill with vital oil That broken lamp of flesh. Ha! 'tis the blood Which fed these veins that ebbs till all is cold: It is the form that moulded mine, that sinks Into the white and yellow spasms of death: It is the soul by which mine was arrayed In God's immortal likeness which now stands Naked before Heaven's judgment-seat !
[A bell strikes. One! Two!
The hours crawl on ; and when my hairs are white My son will then perhaps be waiting thus, Tortured between just hate and vain remorse; Chiding the tardy messenger of news
Like those which I expect. I almost wish
He be not dead, although my wrongs are great; Yet-'tis Orsino's step.
Matches Olimpio's. I have sent these men, But in your name, and as at your request, To talk with Beatrice and Lucretia.
The moments which even now Pass onward to to-morrow's midnight hour, May memorise their flight with death: ere then They must have talked, and may perhaps have done, And made an end.
Listen! What sound is that?
The house-dog moans, and the beams crack: nought else.
It is my wife complaining in her sleep : I doubt not she is saying bitter things Of me; and all my children round her dreaming That I deny them sustenance.
Whilst he Who truly took it from them, and who fills Their hungry rest with bitterness, now sleeps Lapped in bad pleasures, and triumphantly Mocks thee in visions of successful hate Too like the truth of day.
You cannot now recall your sister's peace; Your own extinguished years of youth and hope; Again, I will not trust to hireling hands— Nor your wife's bitter words ; nor all the taunts Which, from the prosperous, weak misfortune
Nor your dead mother; nor
Why, that were well. I must be gone; good night! When next we meet may all be done!
An Apartment in the Castle of Petrella.
She comes not; yet I left her even now Vanquished and faint. She knows the penalty Of her delay; yet what if threats are vain? Am I not now within Petrella's moat? Or fear I still the eyes and ears of Rome? Might I not drag her by the golden hair? Stamp on her? Keep her sleepless, till her brain Be overworn? Tame her with chains and famine? Less would suffice. Yet so to leave undone What I most seek! No, 'tis her stubborn will, Which, by its own consent, shall stoop as low As that which drags it down.
Thou loathed wretch ! Hide thee from my abhorrence; fly, begone! Yet stay! Bid Beatrice come hither.
Husband! I pray, for thine own wretched sake, Heed what thou dost. A man who walks like thee Through crimes, and through the danger of his Each hour may stumble o'era sudden grave.[crimes, And thou art old; thy hairs are hoary grey; As thou wouldst save thyself from death and hell, Pity thy daughter; give her to some friend In marriage; so that she may tempt thee not To hatred, or worse thoughts, if worse there be.
What! like her sister, who has found a home To mock my hate from with prosperity? Strange ruin shall destroy both her and thee, And all that yet remain. My death may be Rapid, her destiny outspeeds it. Go, Bid her come hither, and before my mood Be changed, lest I should drag her by the hair.
She sent me to thee, husband. At thy presence She fell, as thou dost know, into a trance; And in that trance she heard a voice which said, "Cenci must die! let him confess himself! Even now the accusing angel waits to hear If God, to punish his enormous crimes, Harden his dying heart!"
Why-such things are: No doubt divine revealings may be made. 'Tis plain I have been favoured from above, For when I cursed my sons, they died.-Ay-so— As to the right or wrong, that's talk-repentance- Repentance is an easy moment's work,
And more depends on God than me. Well-well- I must give up the greater point, which was To poison and corrupt her soul.
[A pause; LUCRETIA approaches anxiously, and then shrinks back as he speaks.
Ay-Rocco and Cristofano my curse Strangled: and Giacomo, I think, will find Life a worse Hell than that beyond the grave: Beatrice shall, if there be skill in hate, Die in despair, blaspheming: to Bernardo, He is so innocent, I will bequeath
The memory of these deeds, and make his youth The sepulchre of hope, where evil thoughts Shall grow like weeds on a neglected tomb. When all is done, out in the wide Campagna, I will pile up my silver and my gold; My costly robes, paintings, and tapestries; My parchments, and all records of my wealth; And make a bonfire in my joy, and leave Of my possessions nothing but my name; Which shall be an inheritance to strip Its wearer bare as infamy. That done, My soul, which is a scourge, will I resign Into the hands of him who wielded it; Be it for its own punishment or theirs, He will not ask it of me till the lash Be broken in its last and deepest wound; Until its hate be all inflicted. Yet, Lest death outspeed my purpose, let me make Short work and sure.
Oh, stay! It was a feint: She had no vision, and she heard no voice. I said it but to awe thee.
Vile palterer with the sacred truth of God, Be thy soul choked with that blaspheming lie! For Beatrice, worse terrors are in store, To bend her to my will.
LUCRETIA.
Oh! to what will?
What cruel sufferings, more than she has known, Canst thou inflict?
Andrea! go, call my daughter, And if she comes not, tell her that I come. What sufferings? I will drag her, step by step, Through infamies unheard of among men; She shall stand shelterless in the broad noon Of public scorn, for acts blazoned abroad, One among which shall be-What? Canst thou guess?
She shall become (for what she most abhors Shall have a fascination to entrap
Her loathing will), to her own conscious self All she appears to others; and when dead, As she shall die unshrived and unforgiven, A rebel to her father and her God, Her corpse shall be abandoned to the hounds; Her name shall be the terror of the earth; Her spirit shall approach the throne of God I will make Plague-spotted with my curses. Body and soul a monstrous lump of ruin.
Hear me! If this most specious mass of flesh, Which thou hast made my daughter; this my blood, This particle of my divided being ;
Or rather, this my bane and my disease, Whose sight infects and poisons me; this devil, Which sprung from me as from a hell, was meant To aught good use; if her bright loveliness Was kindled to illumine this dark world; If nursed by thy selectest dew of love, Such virtues blossom in her as should make The peace of life, I pray thee for my sake, As thou the common God and Father art Of her, and me, and all; reverse that doom! Earth, in the name of God, let her food be Poison, until she be encrusted round With leprous stains! Heaven, rain upon her head The blistering drops of the Maremma's dew, Till she be speckled like a toad; parch up Those love-enkindled lips, warp those fine limbs To loathed lameness! All-beholding sun, Strike in thine envy those life-darting eyes With thine own blinding beams!
That if she ever have a child; and thou, Quick Nature! I adjure thee by thy God, That thou be fruitful in her, and increase And multiply, fulfilling his command, And my deep imprecation! May it be A hideous likeness of herself; that as From a distorting mirror, she may see Her image mixed with what she most abhors, Smiling upon her from her nursing breast. And that the child may from its infancy Grow, day by day, more wicked and deformed, Turning her mother's love to misery: And that both she and it may live, until It shall repay her care and pain with hate, Or what may else be more unnatural.
So he may hunt her through the clamorous scoffs Of the loud world to a dishonoured grave. Shall I revoke this curse? Go, bid her come, Before my words are chronicled in heaven.
I do not feel as if I were a man, But like a fiend appointed to chastise The offences of some unremembered world. My blood is running up and down my veins! A fearful pleasure makes it prick and tingle : I feel a giddy sickness of strange awe; My heart is beating with an expectation Of horrid joy.
Enter LUCRETIA.
What? Speak!
It must be late; mine eyes grow weary dim With unaccustomed heaviness of sleep. Conscience! Oh, thou most insolent of lies! Steeps not in balm the foldings of the brain They say that sleep, that healing dew of heaven, Which thinks thee an impostor. I will go, First to belie thee with an hour of rest, Which will be deep and calm, I feel; and then- O, multitudinous Hell, the fiends will shake Thine arches with the laughter of their joy! There shall be lamentation heard in Heaven As o'er an angel fallen; and upon Earth All good shall droop and sicken, and ill things Shall, with a spirit of unnatural life, Stir and be quickened-even as I am now.
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