By that most precious hair, between Whose golden clusters the sweet wind Of Paradise so late hath been, And left its fragrant soul behind! By those impassioned eyes, that melt Their light into the inmost heart, Like sunset in the waters, felt As molten fire through every part,— I do implore thee, oh most bright And worshipped Spirit, shine but o'er My waking wondering eyes this night, This one blest night-I ask no more '' Exhausted, breathless, as she said These burning words, her languid head Upon the altar's steps she cast, As if that brain-throb were its lastTill, startled by the breathing, nigh, Of lips, that echoed back her sigh, Sudden her brow again she raised, And there, just lighted on the shrine, Beheld me-not as had blazed Around her, full of light divine, In her late dreams, but softened down Into more mortal grace-my crown Of flowers, too radiant for this world, Left hanging on yon starry steep; My wings shut up, like banners furled, When Peace hath put their pomp to sleep; Or like autumnal clouds, that keep Their lightnings sheathed, rather than mar The dawning hour of some young starAnd nothing left but what beseemed The accessible, though glorious mate Of mortal woman-whose eyes beamed Back upon hers, as passionate: Whose ready heart brought flame for flame, Whose sin, whose madness was the same, And whose soul lost, in that one hour, For her and for her love-oh more Of Heaven's light than even the power Of Heaven itself could now restore! And yet that hour! The Spirit here Stopped in his utterance, as if words Gave way beneath the wild career Of his then rushing thoughts-like chords, Midway in some enthusiast's song, But soon 'twas o'er-that casual blaze To his bright listeners, thus re- Days, months elapsed, and, though what most On earth I sighed for was mine, all,— Yet-was I happy? God, thou know'st Howe'er they smile, and feign, and boast, What happiness is theirs, who fall! 'Twas bitterest anguish--made more keen Even by the love, the bliss, between Whose throbs it came, like gleams of hell In agonizing cross-light given Athwart the glimpses they who dwell In purgatory catch of heaven! The only feeling that to me Seemed joy, or rather my sole rest From aching misery, was to see My young, proud, blooming Lilis blest She, the fair fountain of all ill To my lost soul-whom yet its thirst Fervently panted after still, And found the charm fresh as at first!- To see her happy-to reflect Whatever beams still round me played This was, I own, enjoyment—this Beyond what even most queenly stirs In woman's heart, nor would have bowed That beautiful young brow of hers And made to light the conquering way In form unlovely), was set free, The ambition of the hour, forget 2 Nor was there aught within the range Of my swift wing in sea or air, I did not seek with such fond care, At some bright star admiringly, But not alone the wonders found Through Nature's realm-the un- Visible glories that hang round, But whatsoe'er unseen, ethereal, nigrum pulverem, quo oculorum exordia producuntur.'-De Habitu Mulieb. cap. 2.--See him also, De Cultu Fœm. cap. 10. 1 Tertullian traces all the chief luxuries of quibus monilia variantur, et circulos ex auro female attire, the necklaces, armlets, rouge, and quibus brachia arctantur; et medicamenta ex the black powder for the eye-lashes, to the re-fuco, quibus lane colorantur, et illum ipsum searches of these fallen angels into the inmost recesses of nature, and the discoveries they were in consequence enabled to make of all that could embellish the beauty of their earthly favourites. The passage is so remarkable that I shall give it entire-Nam et illi qui ea constituerant, damnati in ponam mortis deputantur: illi scilicet angeli, qui ad filias hominum de cœlo ruerunt, ut hæc quoque ignominia faminæ accedat. Nam cum et materias quasdam bene occultas et artes plerasque non bene revelatas, sæculo multo magis imperito prodidissent (siquidem et metallorum opera nudaverant, et herbarum ingenia traduxerant et incantationum vires provulgaverant, et omnem curiositatem usque ad stellarum interpretationem designaverant) proprie et quasi peculiariter fœminis instrumentum istud muliebris gloriæ contulerunt: lumina lapillorum The same figure, as applied to female attractions, occurs in a singular passage of St. Basil, of which the following is the conclusion:—Ata my ενουσαν κατα του αρρενος αυτης φυσικήν δυναστ τειαν, ὡς σιδηρος, φημι, πορρωθεν μαγνέτις, τούτο προς ἑαυτον μαγγανευι. -De Vera Virginitat. tom. i. p. 727. It is but fair, however, to add, that Hermant, the biographer of Pasil, has pronounced this most unsanctified treatise to be spurious. I am aware that this happy saying of Lord Albemarle's loses much of its grace and playtulness by being put into the mouth of any but a human lover. The mystery of that Fountainhead, suns The workings of the Almighty Mind, Which God has made-the chains of He round himself and them hath twined, Till his high task he consummateTill good from evil, love from hate, Shall be worked out through sin and pain, And fate shall loose her iron chain, More wildering to the mind than these, Which-far as woman's thought could sound, Or a fallen outlawed spirit reach- Shed in false tinted glimmerings-The enthusiast girl spoke out, as one Inspired, among her own dark race, Who from their altars, in the sun Left standing half adorned, would run To gaze upon her holier face. And, though but wild the things she spoke, Yet, 'mid that play of error's smoke Into fair shapes by fancy curled, Some gleams of pure religion brokeGlimpses that have not yet awoke, But startle the still dreaming world! 1 It is the opinion of some of the Fathers, that the knowledge which the heathens possessed of the providence of God, a future state, and other sublime doctrines of Christianity, was derived from the premature revelations of these fallen angels to the women of earth. Clemens Alexandrinus is one of those who suppose that the knowledge of such sublime doctrines While down its steep most headlong | A music, like the harmony driven, Well knew could never be forgiven, Came o'er me with an agony Beyond all reach of mortal woe,A torture kept for those who know, Know everything, and, worst of all, Know and love virtue while they fall! Even then her presence had the power To soothe, to warm,-nay, even to bless If ever bliss could graft its flower On stem so full of bitternessEven then her glorious smile to me Brought warmth and radiance, if not balm, Like moonlight on a troubled sea, Brightening the storm it cannot calm. Oft, too, when that disheartening fear, Which all who love beneath yon sky Feel, when they gaze on what is dearThat dreadful thought that it must die! That desolating thought, which comes Into men's happiest hours and homes; Whose melancholy boding flings Death's shadow o'er the brightest things, Sicklies the infant's bloom, and spreads The grave beneath young lovers' heads! This fear, so sad to all-to me Most full of sadness, from the thought That I must still live on, when she Would, like the snow that on the sea Fell yesterday, in vain be soughtThat Heaven to me the final seal Of all earth's sorrow would deny, And I eternally must feel The death-pang, without power to die! Even this, her fond endearments-fond As ever twisted the sweet bond "Twixt heart and heart-could charm Of the tuned orbs, too sweet to die! Too deep for even her soul to shuu The desolation it brings down! Listen, and if a tear there be Twas on the evening of a day, Which even in pain I ne'er forgetWorshipped as only God should be, And loved as never man was yet! In that same garden we were now, Thoughtfully side by side reclining, Her eyes turned upward, and her brow With its own silent fancies shining. It was an evening bright and still As ever blushed on wave or bower, Smiling from Heaven, as if nought ill Could happen in so sweet an hour. Yet, I remember, both grew sad In looking at that light-even she, Of heart so fresh, and brow so glad, Felt the mute hour's solemnity, And thought she saw, in that repose, The death-hour not alone of light, But of this whole fair world-the close Of all things beautiful and brightThe last grand sunset, in whose ray Nature herself died calm away! At length, as if some thought, awaking Suddenly, sprung within her breast Like a young bird, when daylight breaking Startles him from his dreamy nestShe turned upon me her dark eyes, Dilated into that full shape They took in joy, reproach, surprise, As if to let more soul escape, And, playfully as on my head Her white hand rested, smiled and said: 'I had, last night, a dream of thee, Resembling those divine ones, given, Like preludes to sweet minstrelsy, Before thou cam'st, thyself, from heaven. 'The same rich wreath was on thy brow, Dazzling as if of starlight made; And these wings, lying darkly now, Like meteors round thee flashed and played. 'All bright as in those happy dreams Thou stood'st, a creature to adore No less than love, breathing out beams, As flowers do fragrance, at each pore! 'Sudden I felt thee draw me near To thy pure heart, where, fondly placed, I seemed within the atmosphere Of that exhaling light embraced ; 'And, as thou held'st me there, the flame Passed from thy heavenly soul to mine, Till-oh, too blissful-I became, Like thee, all spirit, all divine. 'Say, why did dream so bright come o'er me, If, now I wake, 'tis faded, gone? When will my Cherub shine before me Thus radiant, as in heaven he shone? 'When shall I, waking, be allowed To gaze upon those perfect charms, And hold thee thus, without a cloud, A chill of earth, within my arms? 'Oh what a pride to say, This, this Is my own Angel-all divine, And pure, and dazzling as he is, And fresh from heaven, he's mine, he's mine! Think'st thou, were Lilis in thy place, A creature of yon lofty skies, She would have hid one single grace, One glory from her lover's eyes? 'No, no: then, if thou lov'st like me, Shine out, young Spirit, in the blaze Of thy most proud divinity, Nor think thou'lt wound this mortal gaze. 'Too long have I looked doating on Those ardent eyes, intense even thusToo near the stars themselves have gone, To fear aught grand or luminous. 'Then doubt me not-oh, who can say But that this dream may yet come true, And my blest spirit drink thy ray Till it becomes all heavenly too? 'Let me this once but feel the flame Of those spread wings, the very pride Will change my nature, and this frame By the mere touch be deified!' Thus spoke the maid, as one not used All creatures, whatsoe'er they were, And, though to heaven she could not |