Who art thou, questioner? I have no father.
She is the madhouse nurse who tends on me, It is a piteous office.
[To LUCRETIA, in a slow, subdued voice. Do you know,
I thought I was that wretched Beatrice Men speak of, whom her father sometimes hales From hall to hall by the entangled hair; At others, pens up naked in damp cells Where scaly reptiles crawl, and starves her there, Till she will eat strange flesh. This woful story So did I overact in my sick dreams, That I imagined-no, it cannot be ! Horrible things have been in this wild world, Prodigious mixtures, and confusions strange Of good and ill; and worse have been conceived Than ever there was found a heart to do. But never fancy imaged such a deed As
[Pauses, suddenly recollecting herself. Who art thou? Swear to me, ere I die With fearful expectation, that indeed Thou art not what thou seemest-Mother!
What, yet I know not-something which shall make The thing that I have suffered but a shadow In the dread lightning which avenges it ; Brief, rapid, irreversible, destroying
The consequence of what it cannot cure. Some such thing is to be endured or done: When I know what, I shall be still and calm, And never anything will move me more. But now!-Oh blood, which art my father's blood, Circling through these contaminated veins, If thou, poured forth on the polluted earth, Could wash away the crime, and punishment By which I suffer-no, that cannot be ! Many might doubt there were a God above Who sees and permits evil, and so die : That faith no agony shall obscure in me.
My sweet child, know you—
In its own formless horror. Of all words, That minister to mortal intercourse, Which wouldst thou hear? For there is none to My misery if another ever knew Aught like to it, she died as I will die, And left it, as I must, without a name. Death Death! Our law and our religion call thee A punishment and a reward. Oh, which Have I deserved ?
For then if this be truth, that other too Must be a truth, a firm enduring truth, Linked with each lasting circumstance of life, Never to change, never to pass away. Why so it is. This is the Cenci Palace; Thou art Lucretia; I am Beatrice.
I have talked some wild words, but will no more. Mother, come near me: from this point of time, I am-
[Her voice dies away faintly.
Alas! what has befallen thee, child? What has thy father done?
What have I done? Am I not innocent? Is it my crime That one with white hair, and imperious brow, Who tortured me from my forgotten years, As parents only dare, should call himself My father, yet should be !-Oh, what am I? What name, what place, what memory shall be What retrospects, outliving even despair? [mine?
He is a violent tyrant, surely, child:
We know that death alone can make us free; His death or ours. But what can he have done Of deadlier outrage or worse injury? Thou art unlike thyself; thine eyes shoot forth A wandering and strange spirit. Speak to me, Unlock those pallid hands whose fingers twine With one another.
"Tis the restless life Tortured within them. If I try to speak I shall go mad. Ay, something must be done;
The peace of innocence ; Till in your season you be called to heaven. Whate'er you may have suffered, you have done No evil. Death must be the punishment Of crime, or the reward of trampling down The thorns which God has strewed upon the path Which leads to immortality.
Ay, death- The punishment of crime. I pray thee, God, Let me not be bewildered while I judge. If I must live day after day, and keep These limbs, the unworthy temple of thy spirit, As a foul den from which what thou abhorrest
May mock thee, unavenged-it shall not be ! Self-murder-no that might be no escape, For thy decree yawns like a Hell between Our will and it.-Oh! in this mortal world There is no vindication and no law, Which can adjudge and execute the doom Of that through which I suffer.
(She approaches him solemnly.) Welcome, Friend! I have to tell you that, since last we met,
I have endured a wrong so great and strange, That neither life nor death can give me rest. Ask me not what it is, for there are deeds Which have no form, sufferings which have no tongue.
Oh, ice-hearted counsellor! If I could find a word that might make known The crime of my destroyer; and that done, My tongue should like a knife tear out the secret Which cankers my heart's core; ay, lay all bare, So that my unpolluted fame should be With vilest gossips a stale mouthed story; A mock, a by-word, an astonishment :If this were done, which never shall be done, Think of the offender's gold, his dreaded hate, And the strange horror of the accuser's tale, Baffling belief, and overpowering speech; Scarce whispered, unimaginable, wrapt In hideous hints-Oh, most assured redress!
But if one, like this wretch, Should mock, with gold, opinion, law, and power! If there be no appeal to that which makes The guiltiest tremble! If, because our wrongs, For that they are unnatural, strange, and monstrous, Exceed all measure of belief? Oh, God! If, for the very reasons which should make Redress most swift and sure, our injurer triumphs? And we, the victims, bear worse punishment Than that appointed for their torturer ?
Think not But that there is redress where there is wrong, So we be bold enough to seize it.
If there were any way to make all sure, I know not-but I think it might be good To-
Why, his late outrage to Beatrice; For it is such, as I but faintly guess, As makes remorse dishonour, and leaves her Only one duty, how she may avenge: You, but one refuge from ills ill endured; Me, but one counsel
For we cannot hope That aid, or retribution, or resource Will arise thence, where every other one Might find them with less need.
And, honoured Lady, while I speak, I pray, That you put off, as garments overworn, Forbearance and respect, remorse and fear, And all the fit restraints of daily life, Which have been borne from childhood, but which Would be a mockery to my holier plea. As I have said, I have endured a wrong, Which, though it be expressionless, is such As asks atonement, both for what is past, And lest I be reserved, day after day, To load with crimes an overburthened soul, And be what ye can dream not. I have prayed To God, and I have talked with my own heart, And have unravelled my entangled will, And have at length determined what is right. Art thou my friend, Orsino? False or true? Pledge thy salvation ere I speak.
To dedicate my cunning, and my strength, My silence, and whatever else is mine, To thy commands.
Enter GIACOMO, in a hurried manner.
I know two dull, fierce outlaws, How! Have you ventured thither ? know you then
Who think man's spirit as a worm's, and they Would trample out, for any slight caprice, The meanest or the noblest life. This mood Is marketable here in Rome. They sell What we now want.
Two miles on this side of the fort, the road Crosses a deep ravine; 'tis rough and narrow, And winds with short turns down the precipice; And in its depth there is a mighty rock, Which has, from unimaginable years, Sustained itself with terror and with toil Over a gulf, and with the agony
With which it clings seems slowly coming down; Even as a wretched soul hour after hour Clings to the mass of life; yet, clinging, leans; And, leaning, makes more dark the dread abyss In which it fears to fall: beneath this crag Huge as despair, as if in weariness, The melancholy mountain yawns-below, You hear but see not an impetuous torrent Raging among the caverns, and a bridge Crosses the chasm; and high above there grow, With intersecting trunks, from crag to crag, Cedars, and yews, and pines; whose tangled hair Is matted in one solid roof of shade By the dark ivy's twine. At noon-day here "Tis twilight, and at sunset blackest night.
Before you reach that bridge make some excuse For spurring on your mules, or loitering Until-
Hark! No, it cannot be a servant's step; It must be Cenci, unexpectedly
Returned-Make some excuse for being here.
I sought him here; And now must wait till he returns
Weigh you the danger of this rashness !
Does my destroyer know his danger? We Are now no more, as once, parent and child, But man to man; the oppressor to the oppressed; The slanderer to the slandered; foe to foe. He has cast Nature off, which was his shield, And Nature casts him off, who is her shame; And I spurn both. Is it a father's throat Which I will shake? and say, I ask not gold; I ask not happy years; nor memories Of tranquil childhood; nor home-sheltered love; Though all these hast thou torn from me, and more; But only my fair fame; only one hoard
Of peace, which I thought hidden from thy hate, Under the penury heaped on me by thee; Or I will God can understand and pardon, Why should I speak with man?
Well, I will calmly tell you what he did. This old Francesco Cenci, as you know, Borrowed the dowry of my wife from me, And then denied the loan; and left me so In poverty, the which I sought to mend By holding a poor office in the state. It had been promised to me, and already I bought new clothing for my ragged babes, And my wife smiled; and my heart knew repose; When Cenci's intercession, as I found, Conferred this office on a wretch, whom thus He paid for vilest service. I returned With this ill news, and we sate sad together Solacing our despondency with tears Of such affection and unbroken faith As temper life's worst bitterness; when he, As he is wont, came to upbraid and curse, Mocking our poverty, and telling us
Such was God's scourge for disobedient sons. And then, that I might strike him dumb with shame, I spoke of my wife's dowry; but he coined A brief yet specious tale, how I had wasted The sum in secret riot; and he saw
My wife was touched, and he went smiling forth.
And when I knew the impression he had made, And felt my wife insult with silent scorn My ardent truth, and look averse and cold, I went forth too: but soon returned again; Yet not so soon but that my wife had taught My children her harsh thoughts, and they all cried, "Give us clothes, father! Give us better food! What you in one night squander were enough For months!" I looked and saw that home was hell. And to that hell will I return no more, Until mine enemy has rendered up Atonement, or, as he gave life to me, I will, reversing nature's law-
The compensation which thou seekest here Will be denied.
Then-Are you not my friend? Did you not hint at the alternative, Upon the brink of which you see I stand, The other day when we conversed together? My wrongs were then less. That word parricide, Although I am resolved, haunts me like fear.
It must be fear itself, for the bare word Is hollow mockery. Mark, how wisest God Draws to one point the threads of a just doom, So sanctifying it: what you devise
Is, as it were, accomplished.
Not so; some accident might interpose To rescue him from what is now most sure; And you are unprovided where to fly, How to excuse or to conceal. Nay, listen: All is contrived; success is so assured That-
"Tis my brother's voice! You know me not?
My sister, my lost sister!
I see Orsino has talked with you, and That you conjecture things too horrible
To speak, yet far less than the truth. Now, stay not, He might return: yet kiss me; I shall know That then thou hast consented to his death. Farewell, farewell! Let piety to God, Brotherly love, justice and clemency, And all things that make tender hardest hearts, Make thine hard, brother. Answer not-farewell. [Exeunt severally.
That she speaks not, but you may Conceive such half conjectures as I do, From her fixed paleness, and the lofty grief Of her stern brow, bent on the idle air, And her severe unmodulated voice, Drowning both tenderness and dread; and last From this; that whilst her step-mother and I, Bewildered in our horror, talk together With obscure hints; both self-misunderstood, And darkly guessing, stumbling, in our talk, Over the truth, and yet to its revenge, She interrupted us, and with a look Which told, before she spoke it, he must die
It is enough. My doubts are well appeased; There is a higher reason for the act Than mine; there is a holier judge than me, A more unblamed avenger. Beatrice, Who in the gentleness of thy sweet youth Hast never trodden on a worm, or bruised A living flower, but thou hast pitied it
With needless tears! Fair sister, thou in whom Men wondered how such loveliness and wisdom
Did not destroy each other! Is there made Ravage of thee? O, heart, I ask no more Justification! Shall I wait, Orsino,
Till he return, and stab him at the door?
A mean Apartment in GIACOMO's House. GIACOMO alone.
'Tis midnight, and Orsino comes not yet. [Thunder, and the sound of a storm.
What! can the everlasting elements Feel with a worm like man? If so, the shaft Of merey-winged lightning would not fall On stones and trees. My wife and children sleep: They are now living in unmeaning dreams: But I must wake, still doubting if that deed Be just which was most necessary. O, Thou unreplenished lamp! whose narrow fire Is shaken by the wind, and on whose edge Devouring darkness hovers! Thou small flame, Which, as a dying pulse rises and falls, Still flickerest up and down, how very soon, Did I not feed thee, wouldst thou fail and be As thou hadst never been! So wastes and sinks Even now, perhaps, the life that kindled mine : But that no power can fill with vital oil That broken lamp of flesh. Ha! 'tis the blood Which fed these veins that ebbs till all is cold: It is the form that moulded mine, that sinks Into the white and yellow spasms of death: It is the soul by which mine was arrayed In God's immortal likeness which now stands Naked before Heaven's judgment-seat!
[A bell strikes. One! Two!
The hours crawl on; and when my hairs are white My son will then perhaps be waiting thus, Tortured between just hate and vain remorse; Chiding the tardy messenger of news Like those which I expect. I almost wish He be not dead, although my wrongs are great; Yet 'tis Orsino's step.
Who truly took it from them, and who fills Their hungry rest with bitterness, now sleeps Lapped in bad pleasures, and triumphantly Mocks thee in visions of successful hate Too like the truth of day.
You cannot now recall your sister's peace; Your own extinguished years of youth and hope; Again, I will not trust to hireling hands- Nor your wife's bitter words; nor all the taunts Which, from the prosperous, weak misfortune takes;
Nor your dead mother; nor
Why, that were well. I must be gone; good night! When next we meet may all be done!
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