Like vipers on some poisonous weed. Whether his ill were death or sin None knew, until he died indeed, And then men owned they were the same.
Seven days within my chamber lay That corse, and my babes made holiday : At last, I told them what is death: The eldest, with a kind of shame, Came to my knees with silent breath, And sate awe-stricken at my feet; And soon the others left their play, And sate there too. It is unmeet To shed on the brief flower of youth The withering knowledge of the grave; From me remorse then wrung that truth. I could not bear the joy which gave Too just a response to mine own. In vain. I dared not feign a groan; And in their artless looks I saw, Between the mists, of fear and awe,
That my own thought was theirs; and they Expressed it not in words, but said, Each in its heart, how every day Will pass in happy work and play, Now he is dead and gone away!
After the funeral all our kin Assembled, and the will was read. My friend, I tell thee, even the dead Have strength, their putrid shrouds within, To blast and torture. Those who live Still fear the living, but a corse Is merciless, and power doth give To such pale tyrants half the spoil
He rends from those who groan and toil, Because they blush not with remorse Among their crawling worms. Behold, I have no child! my tale grows old With grief, and staggers: let it reach The limits of my feeble speech, And languidly at length recline
On the brink of its own grave and mine.
Thou knowest what a thing is Poverty Among the fallen on evil days: "Tis Crime, and Fear, and Infamy, And houseless Want in frozen ways Wandering ungarmented, and Pain, And, worse than all, that inward stain, Foul Self-contempt, which drowns in sneers Youth's star-light smile, and makes its tears First like hot gall, then dry for ever! And well thou knowest a mother never Could doom her children to this ill, And well he knew the same. Imported, that if e'er again
I sought my children to behold, Or in my birth-place did remain
Beyond three days, whose hours were told, They should inherit nought: and he, To whom next came their patrimony, A sallow lawyer, cruel and cold, Aye watched me, as the will was read, With eyes askance, which sought to see The secrets of my agony;
And with close lips and anxious brow Stood canvassing still to and fro The chance of my resolve, and all The dead man's caution just did call;
For in that killing lie 'twas said- "She is adulterous, and doth hold In secret that the Christian creed Is false, and therefore is much need That I should have a care to save My children from eternal fire." Friend, he was sheltered by the grave, And therefore dared to be a liar! In truth, the Indian on the pyre Of her dead husband, half-consumed, As well might there be false, as I To those abhorred embraces doomed, Far worse than fire's brief agony. As to the Christian creed, if true Or false, I never questioned it: I took it as the vulgar do: Nor my vext soul had leisure yet To doubt the things men say, or deem That they are other than they seem.
All present who those crimes did hear, In feigned or actual scorn and fear, Men, women, children, slunk away, Whispering with self-contented pride, Which half suspects its own base lie. I spoke to none, nor did abide, But silently I went my way. Nor noticed I where joyously Sate my two younger babes at play,
In the court-yard through which I past; But went with footsteps firm and fast
Till I came to the brink of the ocean green, And there, a woman with grey hairs, Who had my mother's servant been, Kneeling, with many tears and prayers, Made me accept a purse of gold, Half of the earnings she had kept To refuge her when weak and old.
With woe, which never sleeps or slept, I wander now. "Tis a vain thought- But on yon alp, whose snowy head 'Mid the azure air is islanded (We see it o'er the flood of cloud, Which sunrise from its eastern caves Drives, wrinkling into golden waves, Hung with its precipices proud,
From that grey stone where first we met), There, now who knows the dead feel nought? Should be my grave; for he who yet
Is my soul's soul, once said: ""Twere sweet 'Mid stars and lightnings to abide,
And winds and lulling snows, that beat With their soft flakes the mountain wide, When weary meteor lamps repose,
And languid storms their pinions close: And all things strong and bright and pure,
And ever-during, aye endure:
Who knows, if one were buried there, But these things might our spirits make, Amid the all-surrounding air,
Their own eternity partake?"
Then 'twas a wild and playful saying
At which I laughed or seemed to laugh: They were his words: now heed my praying, And let them be my epitaph.
Thy memory for a term may be
My monument. Wilt remember me?
I know thou wilt, and canst forgive
Whilst in this erring world to live
Born at one birth: in every other
My soul disdained not, that I thought Its lying forms were worthy aught, And much less thee.
But come to me and pour thy woe Into this heart, full though it be, Aye overflowing with its own:
I thought that grief had severed me From all beside who weep and groan; Its likeness upon earth to be, Its express image; but thou art More wretched. Sweet! we will not part Henceforth, if death be not division; If so, the dead feel no contrition.
But wilt thou hear, since last we parted All that has left me broken-hearted?
Yes, speak. The faintest stars are scarcely shorn Of their thin beams, by that delusive morn Which sinks again in darkness, like the light Of early love, soon lost in total night.
Alas! Italian winds are mild,
But my bosom is cold-wintry cold
When the warm air weaves, among the fresh leaves Soft music, my poor brain is wild, And I am weak like a nursling child, Though my soul with grief is grey and old.
Weep not at thine own words, tho' they must make Me weep. What is thy tale !
First life, then love its course begins, Though they be children of one mother; And so through this dark world they fleet Divided, till in death they meet :
But he loved all things ever. Then He passed amid the strife of men, And stood at the throne of armed power Pleading for a world of woe:
Secure as one on a rock-built tower
O'er the wrecks which the surge trails to and fro, 'Mid the passions wild of human kind He stood, like a spirit calming them; For, it was said, his words could bind Like music the lulled crowd, and stem That torrent of unquiet dream Which mortals truth and reason deem, But is revenge and fear, and pride. Joyous he was; and hope and peace On all who heard him did abide,
Raining like dew from his sweet talk, As where the evening star may walk Along the brink of the gloomy seas, Liquid mists of splendour quiver.
His very gestures touched to tears The unpersuaded tyrant, never So moved before: his presence stung The torturers with their victims' pain, And none knew how; and through their ears, The subtle witchcraft of his tongue Unlocked the hearts of those who keep Gold, the world's bond of slavery.
Men wondered and some sneered to see One sow what he could never reap:
For he is rich, they said, and young,
And might drink from the depths of luxury. If he seeks fame, fame never crowned The champion of a trampled creed: I fear 'twill shake If he seeks power, power is enthroned "Mid ancient rights and wrongs, to feed Which hungry wolves with praise and spoil, Those who would sit near power must toil; And such, there sitting, all may see. What seeks he? All that others seek He casts away, like a vile weed Which the sea casts unreturningly.
Thy gentle heart with tears. Rememberest when we met no more, And, though I dwelt with Lionel, That friendless caution pierced me sore With grief-a wound my spirit bore Indignantly; but when he died, With him lay dead both hope and pride.
That poor and hungry men should break The laws which wreak them toil and scorn, We understand; but Lionel
We know is rich and nobly born. So wondered they; yet all men loved Young Lionel, though few approved; All but the priests, whose hatred fell Like the unseen blight of a smiling day, The withering honey-dew, which clings Under the bright green buds of May, Whilst they unfold their emerald wings: For he made verses wild and queer On the strange creeds priests hold so dear, Because they bring them land and gold. Of devils and saints and all such gear, He made tales which whoso heard or read Would laugh till he were almost dead. So this grew a proverb: "Don't get old Till Lionel's banquet in hell' you hear, And then you will laugh yourself young again." So the priests hated him, and he Repaid their hate with cheerful glee.
Ah! smiles and joyance quickly died, For public hope grew pale and dim In an altered time and tide, And in its wasting withered him,
As a summer flower that blows too soon Droops in the smile of the waning moon, When it scatters through an April night The frozen dews of wrinkling blight.
None now hoped more. Grey Power was seated Safely on her ancestral throne;
And Faith, the Python, undefeated,
Even to its blood-stained steps dragged on Her foul and wounded train; and men Were trampled and deceived again, And words and shows again could bind The wailing tribes of humankind In scorn and famine. Fire and blood Raged round the raging multitude, To fields remote by tyrants sent To be the scorned instrument,
With which they drag from mines of gore The chains their slaves yet ever wore; And in the streets men met each other, And by old altars and in halls,
And smiled again at festivals.
But each man found in his heart's brother Cold cheer; for all, though half deceived, The outworn creeds again believed,
And the same round anew began, Which the weary world yet ever ran.
Many then wept, not tears, but gall, Within their hearts, like drops which fall Wasting the fountain-stone away. And in that dark and evil day
Did all desires and thoughts, that claim Men's care-ambition, friendship, fame, Love, hope, though hope was now despair- Indue the colours of this change, As from the all-surrounding air The earth takes hues obscure and strange, When storm and earthquake linger there.
And so, my friend, it then befel To many, most to Lionel, Whose hope was like the life of youth Within him, and when dead, became A spirit of unresting flame, Which goaded him in his distress Over the world's vast wilderness. Three years he left his native land, And on the fourth, when he returned, None knew him: he was stricken deep With some disease of mind, and turned Into aught unlike Lionel.
On him-on whom, did he pause in sleep, Serenest smiles were wont to keep, And, did he wake, a winged band Of bright persuasions, which had fed On his sweet lips and liquid eyes, Kept their swift pinions half outspread, To do on men his least command- On him, whom once 'twas paradise Even to behold, now misery lay: In his own heart 'twas merciless, To all things else none may express Its innocence and tenderness.
"Twas said that he had refuge sought In love from his unquiet thought
In distant lands, and been deceived
By some strange show; for there were found, Blotted with tears, as those relieved
By their own words are wont to do, These mournful verses on the ground, By all who read them blotted too.
"How am I changed! my hopes were once like fire:
I loved, and I believed that life was love. How am I lost! on wings of swift desire Among Heaven's winds my spirit once did move.
I slept, and silver dreams did aye inspire My liquid sleep. I woke, and did approve All nature to my heart, and thought to make A paradise of earth for one sweet sake. I love, but I believe in love no more:
I feel desire, but hope not. O, from sleep Most vainly must my weary brain implore Its long-lost flattery now. I wake to weep, And sit through the long day gnawing the core Of my bitter heart, and, like a miser, keep, Since none in what I feel take pain or pleasure, To my own soul its self-consuming treasure."
He dwelt beside me near the sea; And oft in evening did we meet, When the waves, beneath the star-light, flee O'er the yellow sands with silver feet, And talked. Our talk was sad and sweet, Till slowly from his mien there passed The desolation which it spoke ;
And smiles,- —as when the lightning's blast Has parched some heaven-delighting oak, The next spring shows leaves pale and rare, But like flowers delicate and fair, On its rent boughs-again arrayed His countenance in tender light: His words grew subtle fire, which made The air his hearers breathed delight: His motions, like the winds, were free, Which bend the bright grass gracefully, Then fade away in circlets faint : And winged Hope, on which upborne His soul seemed hovering in his eyes, Like some bright spirit newly-born Floating amid the sunny skies, Sprang forth from his rent heart anew. Yet o'er his talk, and looks, and mien, Tempering their loveliness too keen, Past woe its shadow backward threw, Till like an exhalation, spread From flowers half drunk with evening dew, They did become infectious: sweet And subtle mists of sense and thought Which rapt us soon, when we might meet, Almost from our own looks, and aught The wide world holds. And so, his mind Was healed, while mine grew sick with fear: For ever now his health declined,
Like some frail bark which cannot bear
The impulse of an altered wind,
Though prosperous; and my heart grew full 'Mid its new joy of a new care:
For his cheek became, not pale, but fair, As rose-o'ershadowed lilies are; And soon his deep and sunny hair,
In this alone less beautiful,
Like grass in tombs grew wild and rare. The blood in his translucent veins Beat, not like animal life, but love
Seemed now its sullen springs to move, When life had failed, and all its pains; And sudden sleep would seize him oft Like death, so calm, but that a tear, His pointed eye-lashes between, Would gather in the light serene Of smiles, whose lustre bright and soft Beneath lay undulating there.
His breath was like inconstant flame, As eagerly it went and came; And I hung o'er him in his sleep, Till, like an image in the lake
Which rains disturb, my tears would break The shadow of that slumber deep; Then he would bid me not to weep, And say, with flattery false, yet sweet, That death and he could never meet, If I would never part with him. And so we loved, and did unite All that in us was yet divided: For when he said, that many a rite, By men to bind but once provided, Could not be shared by him and me, Or they would kill him in their glee, I shuddered, and then laughing said, "We will have rites our faith to bind, But our church shall be the starry night, Our altar the grassy earth outspread, And our priest the muttering wind."
'Twas sunset as I spoke: one star Had scarce burst forth, when from afar The ministers of misrule sent, Seized upon Lionel, and bore
His chained limbs to a dreary tower, In the midst of a city vast and wide. For he, they said, from his mind had bent Against their gods keen blasphemy,
For which, though his soul must roasted be In hell's red lakes immortally, Yet even on earth must he abide The vengeance of their slaves-a trial, I think, men call it. What avail Are prayers and tears, which chase denial From the fierce savage, nursed in hate? What the knit soul that pleading and pale Makes wan the quivering cheek, which late It painted with its own delight? We were divided. As I could, I stilled the tingling of my blood, And followed him in their despite, As a widow follows, pale and wild,
The murderers and corse of her only child; And when we came to the prison door, And I prayed to share his dungeon floor With prayers which rarely have been spurned, And when men drove me forth and I Stared with blank frenzy on the sky, A farewell look of love he turned, Half-calming me; then gazed awhile, As if through that black and massy pile, And through the crowd around him there, And through the dense and murky air, And the thronged streets, he did espy What poets knew and prophecy;
And said, with voice that made them shiver, And clung like music in my brain, And which the mute walls spoke again Prolonging it with deepened strain-
Fear not the tyrants shall rule for ever,
Or the priests of the bloody faith; They stand on the brink of that mighty river, Whose waves they have tainted with death: It is fed from the depths of a thousand dells, Around them it foams, and rages, and swells, And their swords and their sceptres I floating see, Like wrecks, in the surge of eternity."
I dwelt beside the prison gate,
And the strange crowd that out and in Passed, some, no doubt, with mine own fate, Might have fretted me with its ceaseless din, But the fever of care was louder within. Soon, but too late, in penitence
Or fear, his foes released him thence: I saw his thin and languid form,
As leaning on the jailer's arm,
Whose hardened eyes grew moist the while, To meet his mute and faded smile, And hear his words of kind farewell, He tottered forth from his damp cell. Many had never wept before,
From whom fast tears then gushed and fell: Many will relent no more,
Who sobbed like infants then; aye, all Who thronged the prison's stony hall, The rulers or the slaves of law Felt with a new surprise and awe That they were human, till strong shame Made them again become the same. The prison blood-hounds, huge and grim, From human looks the infection caught, And fondly crouched and fawned on him; And men have heard the prisoners say, Who in their rotting dungeons lay, That from that hour, throughout one day, The fierce despair and hate, which kept Their trampled bosoms, almost slept: When, like twin vultures, they hung feeding On each heart's wound, wide torn and bleeding, Because their jailer's rule, they thought, Grew merciful, like a parent's sway.
I know not how, but we were free: And Lionel sate alone with me,
As the carriage drove through the streets apace; And we looked upon each other's face; And the blood in our fingers intertwined Ran like the thoughts of a single mind, As the swift emotions went and came Through the veins of each united frame. So through the long long streets we past Of the million-peopled city vast; Which is that desert, where each one Seeks his mate yet is alone,
Beloved and sought and mourned of none; Until the clear blue sky was seen,
And the grassy meadows bright and green, And then I sunk in his embrace, Enclosing there a mighty space
Of love and so we travelled on
By woods, and fields of yellow flowers, And towns, and villages, and towers, Day after day of happy hours.
It was the azure time of June,
When the skies are deep in the stainless noon,
And the warm and fitful breezes shake
The fresh green leaves of the hedge-row brier; And there were odours then to make
The very breath we did respire
A liquid element, whereon
Our spirits, like delighted things That walk the air on subtle wings, Floated and mingled far away, 'Mid the warm winds of the sunny day. And when the evening star came forth Above the curve of the new bent moon, And light and sound ebbed from the earth, Like the tide of the full and weary sea To the depths of its own tranquillity, Our natures to its own repose
Did the earth's breathless sleep attune : Like flowers, which on each other close Their languid leaves when day-light's gone, We lay, till new emotions came,
Which seemed to make each mortal frame One soul of interwoven flame,
A life in life, a second birth,
In worlds diviner far than earth, Which, like two strains of harmony That mingle in the silent sky, Then slowly disunite, past by And left the tenderness of tears, A soft oblivion of all fears,
A sweet sleep so we travelled on Till we came to the home of Lionel, Among the mountains wild and lone, Beside the hoary western sea,
Which near the verge of the echoing shore The massy forest shadowed o'er.
The ancient steward, with hair all hoar, As we alighted, wept to see
His master changed so fearfully;
And the old man's sobs did waken me From my dream of unremaining gladness; The truth flashed o'er me like quick madness When I looked, and saw that there was death On Lionel yet day by day
He lived, till fear grew hope and faith, And in my soul I dared to say, Nothing so bright can pass away: Death is dark, and foul, and dull,
But he is-O how beautiful!
Yet day by day he grew more weak,
And his sweet voice, when he might speak,
Which ne'er was loud, became more low;
And the light which flashed through his waxen cheek Grew faint, as the rose-like hues which flow
From sunset o'er the Alpine snow:
And death seemed not like death in him, For the spirit of life o'er every limb Lingered, a mist of sense and thought. When the summer wind faint odours brought From mountain flowers, even as it passed, His cheek would change, as the noon-day sea Which the dying breeze sweeps fitfully. If but a cloud the sky o'ercast, You might see his colour come and go, And the softest strain of music made Sweet smiles, yet sad, arise and fade Amid the dew of his tender eyes; And the breath, with intermitting flow, Made his pale lips quiver and part. You might hear the beatings of his heart, Quick, but not strong; and with my tresses When oft he playfully would bind In the bowers of mossy lonelinesses His neck, and win me so to mingle In the sweet depth of woven caresses, And our faint limbs were intertwined,
Alas! the unquiet life did tingle From mine own heart through every vein, Like a captive in dreams of liberty, Who beats the walls of his stony cell. But his, it seemed already free, Like the shadow of fire surrounding me! On my faint eyes and limbs did dwell That spirit as it passed, till soon, As a frail cloud wandering o'er the moon, Beneath its light invisible,
Is seen when it folds its grey wings again To alight on midnight's dusky plain, I lived and saw, and the gathering soul Passed from beneath that strong control, And I fell on a life which was sick with fear Of all the woe that now I bear.
Amid a bloomless myrtle wood, On a green and sea-girt promontory, Not far from where we dwelt, there stood In record of a sweet sad story,
An altar and a temple bright Circled by steps, and o'er the gate Was sculptured, "To Fidelity;" And in the shrine an image sate,
All veiled: but there was seen the light Of smiles, which faintly could express
A mingled pain and tenderness, Through that ethereal drapery.
The left hand held the head, the right- Beyond the veil, beneath the skin,
You might see the nerves quivering within- Was forcing the point of a barbed dart Into its side-convulsing heart.
An unskilled hand, yet one informed With genius, had the marble warmed With that pathetic life. This tale It told: A dog had from the sea, When the tide was raging fearfully, Dragged Lionel's mother, weak and pale, Then died beside her on the sand,
And she that temple thence had planned; But it was Lionel's own hand
Had wrought the image. Each new moon That lady did, in this lone fane,
The rites of a religion sweet,
Whose god was in her heart and brain : The seasons' loveliest flowers were strewn
On the marble floor beneath her feet, And she brought crowns of sea-buds white, Whose odour is so sweet and faint, And weeds, like branching chrysolite, Woven in devices fine and quaint, And tears from her brown eyes did stain The altar: need but look upon
That dying statue, fair and wan, If tears should cease, to weep again: And rare Arabian odours came,
Through the myrtle copses, steaming thenco From the hissing frankincense,
Whose smoke, wool-white as ocean foam, Hung in dense flocks beneath the dome, That ivory dome, whose azure night With golden stars, like heaven, was bright O'er the split cedars' pointed flame; And the lady's harp would kindle there The melody of an old air,
Softer than sleep; the villagers Mixt their religion up with hers, And as they listened round, shed tears.
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