that any poem was then written, but the theme remained, and in 1855, when in Cambridge, he notes in his diary, March 29: "A day of pain; cowering over the fire. At night, as I lie in bed, a poem comes into my mind, a memory of Portland, · my native town, the city by the sea. Siede la terra dove nato fui Sulla marina. "March 30. Wrote the poem; and am rather pleased with it, and with the bringing in of the two lines of the old Lapland song, A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." OFTEN I think of the beautiful town That is seated by the sea; Often in thought go up and down The pleasant streets of that dear old town, I can see the shadowy lines of its trees, And the burden of that old song, It murmurs and whispers still: "A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." I remember the sea-fight far away, And the sound of that mournful song Goes through me with a thrill : "A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." I can see the breezy dome of groves, Come back with a Sabbath sound, as of doves In quiet neighborhoods. And the verse of that sweet old song, It flutters and murmurs still : "A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." I remember the gleams and glooms that dart Across the school-boy's brain; And the voice of that fitful song I remember the black wharves and the And the thoughts of youth are long, long There are dreams that cannot die ; There are thoughts that make the strong heart weak, And bring a pallor into the cheek, And the words of that fatal song Come over me like a chill: "A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." Strange to me now are the forms I meet As they balance up and down, Then a homestead among farms, And a woman with bare arms Drawing water from a well; As the bucket mounts apace, With it mounts her own fair face, As at some magician's spell. Then an old man in a tower, Nearly lifts him from the ground. Then within a prison-yard, Blow, and sweep it from the earth! Then a school-boy, with his kite And an eager, upward look; Steeds pursued through lane and field Fowlers with their snares concealed; And an angler by a brook. ; And slow, as in a dream of bliss, As if a door in heaven should be On England's annals, through the long That light its rays shall cast A Lady with a Lamp shall stand Nor even shall be wanting here The palm, the lily, and the spear, The symbols that of yore Saint Filomena bore. |