Still with a gloomier thought he turned
To what he felt, and what he was.
As near and near the stern day drew, When the unpitying bark afar Should waft the lover from his star; For still, as neared that day of dread, Sunk Julian's soul; and if he bore Against his doom, and faintly fed
With hope his sick heart's wasted core; "Twas only in the hours when nought, And none broke o'er his lonely thought- His mind was poisoned at the fount ! He lothed all living forms, and even
The starry themes he most was wont To love, grew tedious; and the leaven Of his deep-hoarded gathering woe, Tainted and tinged all things below.
But lovely is a woman's soul, And ev'n when sorrow spurns control, Its selfishness she smothers; And Mary, tho' perchance the dart Had entered deeper in her heart
Ev'n than her lover's breast; yet cherished The thought that in his grief had perished, The thought, the sympathy for others!
So, roused at moments from her bow'd And brooding sorrow, she surveyed, Alarmed and anxious, the strange cloud That o'er the Indian cast its shade. Too pure, too guileless to discover The barb and mystery of his soul, She dreamt not she beheld a lover In him compassion would console: But shudderingly she saw his look
So dreadly on his brother fall; And felt that he had ceased to brook, And now abhorred, their fleshly thrall.
"Twas evening, and the quiet air
Came thro' the casement, soft and holy, By which the brothers seated were ;
Chang, self-wrapt in his melancholy,
And looking o'er the changed street,
Where fast the gloaming shades were thickening, And wearied Traffic's busy feet
Were heard more rarely homeward quickening ;There was a softness in his mien,
There was a softness in his brow;
And Mary, as she chanced, unseen To
pass beside him, paused---and now Ching, who in silent watch had viewed The slow relaxing of his mood, Looked up, and when he saw the maid, A smile upon his features play'd.
Gently he signed her not to speak,
Lest that unwonted spell should break; So pleased and touched the maiden stood, An answering smile upon her cheek;
And on his shoulder kindly laid
A sister's hand, as she survey'd.
So were they grouped: there was, I ween, A quiet pathos in the scene.
The object of their mutual care
Feeding lone thoughts, unconscious, there- The wistful, and the anxious brother Striving his very breath to smother---
And smiling with a moistened eye; And, in her still and tranquil grace, That fair girl, with her moon-light face, And ivory neck, and golden hair, Contrasted with that Eastern Pair, Gazing on both so tenderly.
Chang sighed, and turned ;--and all amazed, Started--and on the watchers gazed.
As he gazed, the warm blood rushed To his cheek-the gathering ire Lit his eyes with livid fire; And his lips with anger trembling,
Half refused the speech; but hushed
And their sudden fear dissembling,
Stood the two; nor from him took
The pitying kindness of their look.
"Her hand on thine! 'tis true!"--so said he, With a hollow voice unsteady,
As he muttered--from the heart To the deed the passions start: And a fierce and frantic hand
On his brother's throat he fixed; And his features sternly scanned, With a gaze, wherein were mixed All the wrath, and all the woe, All the madness that below, In his bosom, raged and festered!
"Thou too lov'st!" he said--nor more--
As it came, the fit was o'er,
And the fiend abruptly mastered ! "Fool-fool-oh! bitter fool!" he muttered, And his face ashamed he hid; Faintly even Mary chid-
And no word by Ching was uttered, To his eyes the wrong'd heart crept, And-but not in wrath-he wept. That wild and fierce leap of the mind Had outstripped words-and left behind A leaden terror numb, and still, And a foreboding icy thrill,
Vague, shuddering, mute, and undefined !
Before that evening, and that scene, A scheme on Mary's mind had been, Which she had anxiously revolved--- Doubting half-and half resolved. But from that hour, albeit not more She guess'd Chang's passion than before, And only felt how deep the sting Of his appalling hate to Ching: Her mind no longer could be bent From the "wound pitch of her intent."
To none her project she betray did, Till of its likelihood persuaded; And then 'twas with no easy art
She won her sire to acquiescing;
Sweet reader, how shall I impart
That scheme to save the bore of guessing ?--
Nay, reader, fie--Ma'am, no caressing! Upon my word, you 're much too pressing! I grant, to please you all, my trade is:--- But then, indeed-consider ladies!--- Well, if you will-it must be so!
Silence!--are all prepared ?-then know--- That plots are fruits which shun precocity, And that no sin's like curiosity!
But while the scheme was in its cradle, Chang said that London air him made ill;
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